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Dream Interpretation / Homeless children
« on: October 20, 2019, 09:38:28 AM »
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Hello Tony! Its been a long time since i last wrote to you about any of my dreams. You helped me alot throughout the years and i thank you for that! I came back today to share with you my last experience hoping i could come up with an answer to my day to day struggle.
Last night dream started with me and a person i saw as "best friend" in the village i spent most of my childhood. We were both around 8 years old and homeless. We went to the end of the main road to take the bus to the city we spent our early years,hoping we could find an answer to our problems by going back to the roots. We couldnt afford the ticket but instead the busdriver took us to a whole new,very advanced town we didnt even know it existed. There we perceived ourselves as being around 16 years old. We stared to wander around the town and find oursevles in a continuous chain of melancholy, like we've been there before and so many things were new and we contemplated on what changed the place so much. It felt like we were experiencing a past life at the same time. There we met 2 girls that chose to become homeless and wander the earth with us, in searchig for their thruth and love.
There was a very interesting scenario that developed before my eyes at some point. I was inside a dark room, facing a glass wall, the only source of light was behind that wall. I felt fear of the unknown, i felt like if i would open the door, i'd loose my "homeless" status and the people i traveled with. But i opened that glass door anyway and there stood a 4 years old child who aknowledged me as his father. I took him in my arms and squished him hard to my chest and my heart got filled with joy and warmth. After that i took him to my other 3 friends and they felt like he was part of the family already, but my best friend felt the need to disappear for some reason. So i left him go,knowing we'll meet again sometime soon. So there was me,the lil boy and the 2 girls walkin around the old village,where the "adventure" started. Thats when i felt the pressence of my best friend. I left the girls behind with the child and i went searching for him, trying to convince him to stay with us. I found him near a fence, surrounded by grass, depressed and not wanting to move a finger for himself. I kept screaming at him to snap out of it, because we'll find the "truth" together, as we always have been. But he wouldnt budge. A few moments later i felt a pack of stray dogs approaching, i felt the danger of the situation and i tried to take my bestfriend to a safe place but he wanted to die shredded by the pack. I was so furious i couldnt contain my anger. I tried to fight the dogs myself, defending him but they were too many. Giving up on the idea of saving him, i climbed a high fence to protect myself but when he saw me do that, he followed immediately. So we were both on the fence, crying of joy that we got back together. And we started thinking of a plan on how to win in this situation. Im not sure what we discussed but the conclusion was "we should start from 0". So we woke up again, where the dream started, naked and full of hope and energy. And it was the only 2 of us there, as a whole. And we were homeless again but we felt like we could conquer the world together. And the thruth we've been seeking was actually our friendship. Once we realized that we started looking for clothing,shelter and new ways to explore and discover ourselves once again.

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Dream Interpretation / Homeless children
« on: October 20, 2019, 09:37:45 AM »
Hello Tony! Its been a long time since i last wrote to you about any of my dreams. You helped me alot throughout the years and i thank you for that! I came back today to share with you my last experience hoping i could come up with an answer to my day to day struggle.
Last night dream started with me and a person i saw as "best friend" in the village i spent most of my childhood. We were both around 8 years old and homeless. We went to the end of the main road to take the bus to the city we spent our early years,hoping we could find an answer to our problems by going back to the roots. We couldnt afford the ticket but instead the busdriver took us to a whole new,very advanced town we didnt even know it existed. There we perceived ourselves as being around 16 years old. We stared to wander around the town and find oursevles in a continuous chain of melancholy, like we've been there before and so many things were new and we contemplated on what changed the place so much. It felt like we were experiencing a past life at the same time. There we met 2 girls that chose to become homeless and wander the earth with us, in searchig for their thruth and love.
There was a very interesting scenario that developed before my eyes at some point. I was inside a dark room, facing a glass wall, the only source of light was behind that wall. I felt fear of the unknown, i felt like if i would open the door, i'd loose my "homeless" status and the people i traveled with. But i opened that glass door anyway and there stood a 4 years old child who aknowledged me as his father. I took him in my arms and squished him hard to my chest and my heart got filled with joy and warmth. After that i took him to my other 3 friends and they felt like he was part of the family already, but my best friend felt the need to disappear for some reason. So i left him go,knowing we'll meet again sometime soon. So there was me,the lil boy and the 2 girls walkin around the old village,where the "adventure" started. Thats when i felt the pressence of my best friend. I left the girls behind with the child and i went searching for him, trying to convince him to stay with us. I found him near a fence, surrounded by grass, depressed and not wanting to move a finger for himself. I kept screaming at him to snap out of it, because we'll find the "truth" together, as we always have been. But he wouldnt budge. A few moments later i felt a pack of stray dogs approaching, i felt the danger of the situation and i tried to take my bestfriend to a safe place but he wanted to die shredded by the pack. I was so furious i couldnt contain my anger. I tried to fight the dogs myself, defending him but they were too many. Giving up on the idea of saving him, i climbed a high fence to protect myself but when he saw me do that, he followed immediately. So we were both on the fence, crying of joy that we got back together. And we started thinking of a plan on how to win in this situation. Im not sure what we discussed but the conclusion was "we should start from 0". So we woke up again, where the dream started, naked and full of hope and energy. And it was the only 2 of us there, as a whole. And we were homeless again but we felt like we could conquer the world together. And the thruth we've been seeking was actually our friendship. Once we realized that we started looking for clothing,shelter and new ways to explore and discover ourselves once again.

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Dream Interpretation / Pirate Ship
« on: June 17, 2019, 09:39:19 PM »
I had this dream last night. I came to my hometown on a phantom pirate ship that could dive on dry land. Once i got off of it,there were these entities that only i could see,they looked like turqoise flames. I knew they had the power to subjugate ppl' mind and they started to posses all the families living around me. I rushed to my parents hopeing i would get there in time to protect them but i was too late. Its not like they would harm anyone but those persons possesed wouldnt behave like themselves anymore,their minds were replaced by someone elses's. I ran outside,got into a car with 3 more strangers and started to drive. Those flames tried to chase and catch me but i lost track of them. I drove the car on top of some hill where i could view the whole city. There i found this guns shop with airsoft items. Some1 convinced me to buy a sniping weapon so i did. The moment i picked the gun that seemed more appealing to me, i felt a sudden feeling of relaxation and inner peace. I would look through its scope and i could observe all kind of people fighting with those entities. The dream ended once i sniped one of them from far away and i woke up with "moon light strike" as my first words in my head. I felt my body really relaxed and a verry deep inner peace.

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Dream Interpretation / ShapeShifter
« on: June 06, 2019, 06:12:25 AM »
I had this dream last night where I could shift into all kind of animals, but most of the time I would turn into a dragon and "conquer" the sky. It was such a blissful feeling of freedom, flying high, over forests and mountains. At some point I realised it would be a problem if society found out I could do that and I refugeed myself in a shack into the woods, together with 2 father/friend figures. They were calm, spiritual beings sheltering me until I could completely control my shape shifting. I was somehow preparing myself for a fight with another dragon who felt like being someone I know, close to me. I had a target as training practice: to shift into a feline, a monkey and an eagle and to discover the huge forest that was sheltering me and create a map.

When I tried to turn into an eagle, I realize I couldn’t fly high anymore; something was pulling me down to earth. I desperately tried to flap my wings but the gravity felt stronger with each try. Then I tried to turn into a dragon again (knowing a dragon was very muscular and strong and capable of defeating many obstacles) but my shapeshifting power was there no more. It felt like I lost something very important, but I gained something else. I could jump to heights up to 15m as a human and not get hurt. It felt like I passed some kind of doorstep with that loss/gain thing. After that the dream changed into childhood memories and I woke up with a strong desire to drink a cola   so I did. But what came after that was the same sensation of freedom I had at the start of the dream.

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Dream Interpretation / High frequency
« on: May 13, 2019, 10:32:50 PM »
Hello Tony!
It's been a while since i last time wrote you. I know dreams are just projections of our subcons mind and usually i could find meaning for myself in evey dream but this time i had a very disturbing one and i woke up really sad and troubled...and i kind of know what it means for me but i need an opinion from some1 with more experience than my intuition. Ill start from where i can remember the most.

I dont know how my problematic brother died but he came back to life immediately in a zombie state. The scene started like this: he stood in our common bed while i was up-standing near the door and lookin at him decaying. When our eyes met and i saw his deadly look,i kind of panicked and tried to look at the window and see the beauty of nature but a small religious icon took my eyes and somehow forced me to push myself to look into my brother's decaying eyes. At that moment i felt like i had a deep divination-kind-of-thing. Our bodies and minds swapped and i started chanting a throat mantra for his rotten soul. Some kind of diety awoken inside of my while my brother was so angry and JEALOUS. Thats what i felt from him: hatred and jealousy,because i became able to chant a divine mantra that helped rotten souls find peace and he didnt wanna leave the living world. He then turned into a black dog with demonic powers and started biting my left hand,without any success. I casted him away and went outside to my nature,to discover my throat singing. I kept on practicing until i could chant it with only my mind,and the whole world around me could hear and feel the divine vibrations. It felt like i reached a higher self. Thats the moment i saw my decaying,(literally and methaphorically) brother arguing with our father on the balcony and turned into a black dog and started to molest our father from behind in such a disgusting way. The dream ended with me going to him into a rush and as my fist was reaching his devilish mouth (he had such a satisfied expression,like he knew that would hurt me greatly. It was really distrubing,feelig all that hate) he kind of pushed me back out of my dream and woke up crying my soul out. And that throat mantra kept ringing into my ears and i realized that my roomate's soft snores sounded like 100 buddhist trying to chant it together....i felt a bit paralyzed.

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Dream Interpretation / Wedding,Snow, Fall
« on: December 28, 2018, 04:08:56 PM »
Imagine a rectangular weddig room with a pair of stairs at the middle,leading to a second,bigger room. At one end of that room i was sitting in an armchair,constantly havin' the feeling i was trapped and bound to be part of a TV Show. It felt like, while sitting in that armchair, my head was inside a TV screen. At the other end of the room there was the main entrance, marked by a monumental circular stair leading to the upper story of the building. It felt like all the passing people were just part of a scenery. My image was focused on a 1.80m tall, brown hair guy, wearing a navy blue shirt, cream-colored pants and black shoes, with a huge silver watch on his right hand and my girlfriend. The guy had a box in his left hand and he seemed very close to my girlfriend. They headed to the monumental stair and went to the mid of the story to watch the snow fall through a huge window in the middle of the party. Some1 called for that guy from downstairs and i dont know how he somehow fell through the window into the snow . That box opened and there were 3 rings: a black one, a brown one and the other one was surely a silver ring with diamond pebble. At that moment the "2 main characters" saw me and freaked out and felt like i was being pushed back out of the TV. For few more seconds the scenery shifted into a living room and i was standing at a table with a friend and i said: i dont get it. Is she in 2 relationships at once??  And i woke up almost suffocating

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Dream Interpretation / White Dog
« on: September 11, 2018, 09:01:58 AM »
Hello Tony,

I was at an outdoor workshop for architecture students. Imagine it as a small wood shack in the woods with regular tables and chairs,1 for each student. I was working a project by the hand and admiring the view. But i have to describe the scenery first. Sitting on that chair,i was close to a wall. Lookin in the right direction,i saw the wall; looking in the left direction, i could see a beautiful sunset over a hill,eclipsing the town i could barely see over the hill (from my position). I could say i was sitting in some kind of valley. Looking upfront, i could see the rest of the greenery,with its hills and trees and lots of people havin fun. At some point i felt the urge to run to the other side of the hill (where "another" forest started to sprout) and i just did it. Running back i got chased by i white dog that emerged from the forest. While running,i tought he just wanted to run along with me and play but when i reached back at the workshop,he bit my right hand and stood there for like 30 seconds (no pain involved). I was trying to open his mouth with my left hand but he was squeezing too hard. There were 2 men standing there and looking at me struggle and i got mad at them for not helping me out. They helped me after i nicely asked and the dog left after that. The weird thing, he left me with a circular mark of teeth. Like,a perfect circle. My mom appeared from somewhere,worried alot. I started explaining her its no big deal,there's no pain and "afterall, i grew up in this place". Those exact words keep appearing in my mind. Its kind of true,the scenery and the town are very similar to my home town. And while i was a kid i used to walk around that forest everyday with my friends. But never have i encountered "danger" coming from a white dog. And there is no workshop or a hill that eclipses the town.

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Dream Interpretation / Old Friend and potential lover
« on: August 16, 2018, 05:56:00 AM »
Hello Tony!
I had this dream last night with lots of action and sci-fi but only few come into my mind right now. At some point,before i woke up, i reached a dark room where i met an old friend who could be a potential lover (2 years ago). She was smiling,so were i,because we found eachother again. Suddenly the room turned into a bizzare one,divided in 2 spaces by objects. The first wall had a library and a blue,shining ninja costume. My "ex" friend started laughing and started dressing with that outfit. Me,on the other side i found 2 peculiar objects. 1: a cilindrical,long,glass vase with very thin white flowers. Whenever i tried to pick one up,it would turn into a long match that i could burn. 2: an occult statue representing a man or a woman (about 45cm height) with its hands reached out and a pedestal with a red globe that would reach the statue's hands. When they were put together the globe would start to shine and burn and release warmth. It felt like a firepit perfect for that room.
The dream ended with me and her looking mesmarized at that globe and the white flowers while she was still smiling in that ninja costume with her beautiful smirk on her face.

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Dream Interpretation / 55.000 people burning
« on: July 07, 2018, 02:04:12 AM »
Hello Tony!
Its been a long time since i last wrote anything to you. I didnt have much to say lately. Its 3:30 am here and i just woke up from a a murderous dream. Last time this happened to me was 2 years ago,when i dreamt something terrible of my mom. Now,its the same but a different story.
I was downtown,doing drugs and my mom caught me. In 3 days there had to be a religous event at our local church,but this time it could shelter 55.000 people (huge) and my mom was so disappointed in me that she gave up going (she's very religious,its not her style,afterall it was Jesus Revival). The dream continued with me doing drugs in the same place but "today" was the day of that event. While i was smokiing some weed,i was watching a video where the church was in flames with 55.000 people in it. I could literally hear all those souls screaming and not being able to escape.  I suddenly ran home to see if my mom is alive. I went to a weird room (it wasnt our house even tho the dream took me there so clearly) and my mom was waiting for me,siting in a chair,looking at the table,very depressesd. Her eyes were "dead*. I felt so much joy and i started crying my hearth out saying "im so glad you are ok! You didnt go!" And she looked at me with a serious face and told me not to be happy and at that moment i felt she was dead inside and suddenly i could feel that someting happened to her. The dream took me to some kind of "movie" where the devil would rise,create a gang and rape my mother. Thats when i woke up,because of the porn scenes.

Id like to add some things our family went trough in the past 2 years. My brother had huge problems with drugs and since he came back 2 years ago,our life was a hell because of him not being able to be a "vertical" man,and because we did everything we could to help him win against his demons. He gave up drugs* but he started drinking. It wasnt much difference,tho. The emotional impact was the same,especially on my mother. She is the one suffering the most,and i suffer because of that. + I live in a very stressful environment at my college and 5 days ago i had my biggest failure. I tought i was going to have severe depreession. All those negative feeelings curled up inside me led me to this dream? I tend to feel so. But my hearth ached more than 2 years,its not only these recent events. There would be too much to tell. The point is,right after i woke up,i felt like,in this dream,i felt how my brother was feeling for so many years. And i had a feeling my dad would wake up,too,and he did! I went out for a smoke with him :) i feel very heavy.
2 years ago i was practicing meditation for astral projection and i had a similar event in a dream,but the difference is i had contol over it. Now that i started practicing again,it happened again but this time i lost control badly. I could only be a "story teller" not a "player"..it doesent feel right. May it be a message that im not ready to reach a higher state of mind?

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Dream Interpretation / Journey
« on: February 17, 2018, 11:08:48 AM »
Hello Tony!
Its been a while since i last wrote to you. Recently i had a beautiful dream that made me feel nostalgic.
The dream had a clear start but somehow i cant recall it,but i know there were 2 friends of mine and me. Or at least i felt them as friends,even tho i couldnt see their faces. It was a boy & a girl (im a boy).  We hopped aboard some huge train. I looked on the windows and on the left side there was a huge dam,i could see the water; on the right side there were only trees,vegetation,mountains and few houses here and there; ahead? Endless rail lines and the sun. We would travel for a while and at some point we got off under some gigantic aqueducts. The second the train left,i realized i forgot my train ticket. I felt so bad about it. I stared running after the train and i managed to hop into the las vagoon. Thats the moment i realiez this is no ordinary train. It felt like each vagoon was like a tiny flat,each wirh a different story and atmosphere. I had to cross through all to reach my ticket. I managed to take it and suddenly jumped out of the train. I had to go back to my friends so i walked for about 2h. By the time i met them again,the sun turned into an extremely beautiful red-orange-yellow dusk. My friends would feel amazed to see me in one piece and they laugjed and my dream ended.

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Dream Interpretation / Cannibalism and deer legs?
« on: October 25, 2017, 03:51:15 PM »
Hello Tony!
I had this very awkward dream about a woman talking bout her most cruel life experience. So i was on a huge boat and i was some kind of scientist making all kind of crucial discoveries that could save the world's animals, i guess. Some agency tried to kidnap me but instead i kidnapped thier leader,a woman. She herself attempted to capture me but she couldnt. "Few years later" i hear her voice and her story about how she and her daughter were held hostages in a forest preserved by me (full of wild animals and experimental creatures formed by combining animals DNA)  and how she tried to escape it,but she was so hungry and helpless and at some point her daughter died of hunger and she ate her own daughter and suddnely started to cry because she relalized what she did and i suddenly literally got in her place and i was actually the one telling the story,but i dont know how instead of human legs i had deer legs. And i would run so fast along the forest and kept hearing and visualizing those images of that cruel moment when she/i ate that girl and before i woke up i heard my old scientist voice telling me "that girl didnt die of hunger,she died of some disease. I knew it long before that and i was trying to create an immortal cute animal that develloped the exact same eyes of that girl. Her mother went crazy before i could offer her that gift. She used to work here for me,i didnt keep her hostage. She went crazy when her girl died and i tried to reproduce at least her eyes,to keep her sane and alive." Im not really sure what to think of this dream. The "hotspots" or "keywords" that keep me busy are: deer legs,eyes, cannibalism. I cant make any connections. I usually tend to decipher my dreams myself,on a basic lvl at least. Could you please help me with your toughts?

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Dream Interpretation / Blind love?
« on: October 12, 2017, 08:35:57 AM »
Hello Tony!
There's this dream i had,which left me with a "lonely" feeling. I wont talk about all the parts,ill go straight to the interesting one. So i was in my hometown and lets say its so big you can reach "downtown" in 5 min. Well,in this dream it was 13 times longer. It was actually somehow divided in 13 districts of different worlds! The point is,at one point i reached 13th world because of some succesive events and things were blurry,like trying to remember something from early childhood. There i met this girl,i kinda new who she was but what surprised me is that she was blind and she'd cut her hair really short. We started talking and my fog started to lift. With her,i was able to see everything. I would hold her hand and guide her through the 13th world and describe her everything i see and i felt such a familiar feeling,like those moments when i lay my head down my lover's chest and i listen to the hearthbeats. It was so calming to be with her and i dont know why the fact that she was blind helped me see instead. I felt responsible for her and i fell in love with the blind girl. Suddenly my world startrd to shake. There was a tempest behind us. She panicked and didnt know what to do,and i took her in my arms and carried her back to my hometown. There,as we escaped the tempest,she gave me a very pasionate and warm kiss,and my hearth started to cry because i wouldnt understand why i feel such a huge love for this person while i already had a lover. I reached the conclusion that "i love you both" (i told the blind girl) and she said thats all right,but "make love with me,too". And so i did,and it was wonderful and full of deep feelings. I wouldnt feel anything physical,but more like an exchange of energies and feelings and memories. I dont know why she got pregnant in no time but from what i understand she would soon die and she had to leave me a memento. Thats when i woke up,because i was very sad she'd disappear from my world and leave me with our "moment".

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Dream Interpretation / Universe,discoveries and old civilizations
« on: September 30, 2017, 08:54:34 AM »
Hello Tony!
I had this very interesting dream just moments ago.
I was in some kind of cryogenic state and i was brought back to life,together with my partner (a girl). We were alone on a small ship and some voice started to explain us why we are here and what we have to do. It seems we had to visit some planet that was supposed to be Earth in the old times and we had to find remnants of the old civilizations. We would have some special powers like flying,lifting very heavy things,learning anything in 1 second,breathing in space,taking pictures with our minds(literally) and so on. First thing first we had to go deep down into the core of the old Earth trough a hole in a mountain,because the surface was just a crust of magma. That voice told us that we can stay inside how much time we consider is right and that all we have to do us follow the ball of light from the hole.  When we went in,everything was blurry at first,lots of mist everywhere,and we saw an interesting shape while flying,that looked like something familiar. We landed in someone's garaje that used to teach there little kids,and i suddenly started to remember i used to be one of "the old people" too. I felt so nostalgic and enthusiastic at the same time. We would make photos to all kind of pictures on the walls that we would recognise from our childhood,and when we went inside,thats when it hit us. We suddenly remembered that we used to be lovers and make love on the couch (thats because we enteted a living room at the same time) and all these memories from the old times would start to gather inside us,especially from touching objects. I chose myself to keep a gold ring that looked just like my mother's wedding ring and she chose some kind of tiarra,if i recall well. The thing is,at some point we heard noises outside. When i looked on the window,the mist started to lift and i was shocked by the view! A whole city,civilization before my eyes. Plus, the owners of the house we stood in so far knew we were there and we freaked out and started to run to the "white ball" of light. My lover went first and at some point we got separated while flying and i started to feel weaker and weaker. I had to find my partner,so i searched for her all around town. I couldnt use my powers properly and i knew that nor could she,and i got worried. When night came,i realized that "the light bulb" was actually the moon and the sun. At one point i found her tiara in a forest,and i started hearing wolves "laughing". I found her,she was already dead for a pretty long time and i started crying. My ring transformed into a crown and a voice told me "thats what you get for disturbing us". And i would end up fighting with the wolves myself,almost powerless and i somehow managed to slowly fly again but the owner of "the crown" shot me with a gun and that was it. While i was dieing,i realized that man was actually a scout just like us,and that he made a life for him on the old Earth. But i dont know why he killed us...i cried so much when my lover died teared apart by the wolves,and i couldnt understant why all those memories and nostalgic feelings would emerge inside me all at once. It was like going back to the place you grew in childhood,like visiting your grandparents or Something like that.

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Dream Interpretation / Forest
« on: September 21, 2017, 12:04:52 PM »
I had a dream last night,with very random events. Im not going to speak of everyone,because only one of them keeps appearing in my mind.
I was in a forest,alone and confused. I didnt know what i was doing there,but i knew i had to survive somehow,gather food,supplies,find shelter. I had all these plans in my mind and somehow i knew how to do it and sudenly i felt at ease. Few minutes later,after some exploring,i found a campsite with 4-4 tents of different shapes ans colors,circleing a huge hole in the ground covered with stigs and leaves. I knew it was a trap ment to protect those inhabitanta. The thing is,no one was around when i noticed all those,but when i got closer to investigate,2 fierce monkeys appeared and all the ppl poped out of their tents and started to panic. I somehow lured the monkeys into the trap really quiclky,but then 2 huge gorillas appeared and o knew the hole was too small for them,so i screamed at everyone to run downhill to the ruin i noticed while exploring. What kept me wondering is why,once we reached the ruins and lost the gorriilas,there was an imense invizibile wall beyond those ruins. Everybody said they tried to break through,because beyond that wall we could find salvation,but no1 could. Me neither. But i realized that the wall can be climbed and i somehow managed to understand its "paralel" structure and tried to escaladate it and i felt an enegy from within my dream and i woke up. An energy that told me "dont do it"

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Dream Interpretation / Well,demons again. Im not surprised anymore
« on: September 06, 2017, 05:06:32 AM »
Hello Tony!
There's this dream i just had moments ago. Very deep but it left me with no ulterior feelings,but somehow i feel at ease. The dream starts with me on a tennis field. I was playing for the first time and somehow i was so good at it. My opponent was no match so i asked for 2 at the same time. The atmosphere kind of remembered me of fragments of my childhood. It was a very welcoming,suntouched,happy atmosphere. I was surrounded by "friends" or thats how i saw them and everyone was laughing and having fun. There was also this girl i could clearly aknowledge who she was from my real life. She's a good friend of mine and sometimes i have the feeling i "click" with her inside dreams (its not the first time i dream her around) and i feel a bit ashamed because i have a gf i really care about. I know my unconscious mind sometimes let me feel i need something else in my life,like the attraction i feel for this girl,but i always ignore it because im too loyal to play games with the ones that i love. Thats not the point of this dream anyway. The point is,i was somehow in a "crossroads" deal with the Devil,and i slowly started to look like one but i was not alone nor anyone could see "us" for who we were. Some of them chose to keep the powers they got for themselvesm,i chose to help others get out of the deal,because i felt it was a burden on them,and i felt like i was the only one with a "sold" soul. Honestly,it didnt feel like something bad at all! I could protect others in way people couldnt do without special powers. At some point,while i was still playing tennis,i felt the presence of a sniper who was aiming for me. I was looking straight into his eyes,miles away,and he realized he could not hit me. So he chose to trigger me by shooting persons i care about,especially aiming for that girl in a full crowd. I panicked and i ran in front of them and created a spiritual shield that would protect them easely. Few moments later,the sniper changed the bullets into some explosives that could melt my shield. That was the moment i realized i had to go for him in order to protect others. I started to run like the wind and jump over all kinds of obstacles and buildings and the sniper kept shooting at my friends and i could "stop time" for each abd every bullet and either change their course or explode them in mid air. Finally i got him and saved my friends.
In the second part of the dream i was in a new country,visiting, with the girl i mentioned earlier. We would have fun around town, buying all sorts of food and stuff and at some point i "blanked out" and woke up inside some 30 years old woman apartment,asking myself "should i trust her? Is it ok what im doing?" ( She was ubdressing before my eyes and then got into the shower) i went downstairs and had a really fun chat with her 7-10 years old son that had the exact same height as me and i would make fun about it because we were 2 "midgets" and "mommy has 2 kids now" only that i was perverted about that joke ;)). It turned out the lady was a really nice woman and i got along very well with her and her son. The girl i mentioned before showed up again by my side,once i went out with that lady for a walk. There was some kind of carnival downtown with all sort of games,boutiques and attractions. This is where it gets interesting again. For seconds,everything stopped,everything was quiet,and i could only hear and old man's voice talking to me through a radio. I went to him and he was a mute and blind oldman that was actually adressing to me trough a radio. And the radio would tell my story in such a beautiful and scenographic way,like the begining of the movie Anonymous,with Shakespeare (if you saw it). But it talked too many truths and people around me started to show their demon face,me also but i was not mad. I was pleased with the words i'd hear. He also mentioned that there's many like me, servants of "The Butler"and i suddenly noticed that i was surrounded by a "demons carnival" and they all tried to kill the oldman because their secrets were revealed,and i somehow managed to save him too and the dream ended with a crowd of angry demons staring at me with hate (but i also felt i was the highest demon in ranking) and i would feel no fear. I actually literally saw my demonic face in the mirror,so clearly and detailed and kind of amused me :)) i had such a little nose and i would so desperately try to stretch out a black dot :)) it was like some funny sequel from a good movie.
Ps. I recently started doing guided meditation again and i would always feel the tingling feeling of detaching from the body but i cant reach the astral projection. Maybe that has to do with all my dreams as well?

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