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Dream Interpretation / Demon,windmills
« on: August 28, 2017, 09:25:36 PM »
Hello Tony!
Here i am again with another deep dream.
I cant remeber the begining of the dream,it happened last night,but i start from this point:
I was in a city i know with my girlfriend,on the streets,and i looked in a shop winow and there i saw my reflection(i have to add i didnt see myself,i was a shadow like entity again) and suddenly i started to feel strange,like my "screen" was shaking and the next second my dream became PURE black and shiny white,a white that i can descrbie as a platinum aura. The thing is,once i turned around,there was another shadow like creature,human silouette,but with big,red,devlish eyes looking at me with fear and anger. I ignored him because i started to see some kind of virtual divization between white and black. How can i explain. I could sense memories! In objects,buildigs,clothes,people! I couldnt see those memories but i could feel the deep energy of everything,like i could see their roots! It was amazing. I even looked at my lover and i saw her pants white and dark blouse,but she was white. Im not talking about racial skin here,just to mention :)). I was mesmerized by the views,the people and how much balance there was between black and white. It was like something i call "void vs light". But i felt kinda lonely after a while,and i was walking with my girl around town to see more. At one point,she disappeared and i saw 3 huge pure white windmills near a river that crosses the town and i felt burdened,somehow. I felt a burning energy and i woke myself up! I knew i was dreaming and i said to myself "get out,now!". I woke up next to my lover,nervous,with a feeling of suffocation and i hugged her tightly and instanlty calmed down and i fell back asleep and the dream was over. Ofc it was over but i have to mention that many times it happened to me,when i was a kid,that the dream continued from where i left it everytime i woke up "suffocated".

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Dream Interpretation / Demon,labyrinth
« on: August 09, 2017, 11:35:19 PM »
Hello again,Tony!
I was deeply satisfied with your explanation about my previous post. I humbly thank you! I always feel like there's more to it,to my life,and i know we are essence,we are everything,but i just dwell on what i have in front of my eyes for the time being. As soon aas i get to the point i can earn a living,i promise ill look more into it,this energy flowing through me.
I'd also like to reveal to you my most...i dont know,fearful dream.
I had it more than a year ago,a year and few months mmaybe. At that time i was doing very well with my stress level and i had mind pace.
The dream was hiper-realistic,black and white and i could somehow "hear" colors. I was having a midday walk with some entities i felt them as friends,and suddenly some new "guy" tagged along. I sensed a vwry powerful energy from him and i,honestly,didnt care he came with us. He look like a young man about my age. "Few minutes later" we got lost in some sort of neighbourhood with post-apocaliptic sceneries. My friends panic,me and the new guy did not. We would search for hours for a way out and i realized we went in circles all this time. At that point i saw an ordinary metalic fence and i said "if we jump that,we are out of this chaos". I saw so many horrible things there! Mutilated devil-like people holding cryig children,lots of ruins,ugly ppl from balconies would scream at me and call me names,but i couldt care less,i was not afraid od anything. I felt "lucky" because that new guy somehow filled me with energy and braveness. Anyway,we saw that fence and my friend tried to jumpit but they couldnt! The moment they got above it,they would be cought in some invisible nest and they would got stuck in some kind of levitation. I had to take them back. But then i felt like i could do it,and i really did! I was out and my friends would cry to help them. I laughed and i said "don't worry,i got this". And i helped them cross the fence,except the new guy. He didnt want. After i helped all my friend (they were 4) i went back to talk to that new guy,his energy became even more powerful. I said to him "i dont know who you are,but i thank you. I feel like,without you,we couldnt make it" Now here's the interesting part. The next second,he got hella pissed off,he changed his look into a demon and i was so enthusiastic about it! :)) I even laughed. Boy he was ugly and mad at me. He said "you were lucky! I was here to put and end to you,i was sent by Azazel,but somehow you managed to escape" -creepy voice and wrinks on his face- and he vanished. My friends were waiting for me,so i went back to them and the dream was over. I woke up so fresh and delighted,i never felt that way! My body was light and i couldnt feel my lungs. It took me half a day to "really wake up". I got cought up in that sensation for hours!

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Dream Interpretation / Dreaming of spiritual entities
« on: August 09, 2017, 09:10:29 AM »
Hello Tony,

This is the first time im writing to you and i really hope you could help me with a brief explanation (tho i really appreciate the details  ;D).  Im gonna write about my 2 dreams that left me with a mark,very briefly,but they surely left me with with lots of questions and weird feelings.

In the first dream i can't really remember the context (it was 3-4 days ago) but i was a pure,dark,shadow-like entity. ME?! I didnt feel bad at all,i actually felt immortal and i was fighting some bad protagonists to defend some female entity ( im saying entity because i could see only a silouette,never the faces,nor materials,not textures). Me being a dark entity didnt bother me so much,but it bothered that i woke up when i reached the half of a suspended rope and wood bridge and i couldnt help that lady cross it ( ididnt care less about me,thats how i felt. a little hollow and empy and i felt like that act was just part of my nature,helping others)


The second dream happened last night. It was sooo real and deep and touching. You know The Hunger Games? Well,i dreamt something similar for the 4th time in my life,exactely the same context at first,but this time we wouldnt kill eachother (yes,i was not alone). The dream took place in nature,a world hidden under our feet (literally) and this time it was alot more than the previous times. The dream evolved and it got me into another context,"above",in the city. There i met a fellow female student,i could clearly see her face,her every shape,color,cloth but i could only perceive her as "the water element". And she was so joyful and filled me with happyness! She even gave me a pair of soft,purple cotton socks to keep my feet from shoes rubbing! The second character is an old man,same as the water lady,i could see everything about him,but he was "the element of earth" engraved into my soul and mind. He was such a funny and calming guy! He was my MENTOR,thats how i felt, and everytime i busted into him,i would take a break,shake hands,chit-chat and laugh for few minutes,then leave. Another character is another female student,same thing,all details,but she was "fire and wrath"! She would run after me with the intention of killing me just because i found out a secret of her(but i did so for the sake of her friends). And the last element,wind,it was me. I was fast and untouchable. Always on the running and i could cross a whole huge city in just 5 minutes. I felt great! But i also felt a burden. I felt like everybody was searching for me and i was hiding in every corner of my mind (remeber the hunger games i talked at start). I felt like i was prey,but nobody could ever lay a finger on me. After all,i was "wind".

PS. Im Gemini. I don't know if it has anything to do with the "wind" part,but i have a feeling it does.

As a background,im an architecture student finishing year 3 of college. My life's been very FULL of work and stress since 3 years ago but at the end of every difficult task,i could relax and breathe freely. I only had 2-3 moments of panic in 3 years,so i dont think its really that bad. But this year is the top of my stress. I failed an important project because of my coworker and i feel nervous every day. Even today im working on that project and i feel like im not doing enoguh for it,even tho i work everyday for at least 5 hours. I tend to believe that all my dreams are somehow bound to my stress but the ones i talked about earlier are profound and i feel there are symbols i dont know about.

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