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Dream Interpretation / Re: Vivid Dream of plane crash & aftermath

« on: August 08, 2016, 01:43:30 PM »

The dream seemed to point out your awareness of others pain. or invisible wounds, that they might suffer or carry with them.  Maybe you have some disbelief that others do not see that or do not want to acknowledge that they are aware of these invisible wounds in others.  The plane crash might imply someone's carelessness or thoughtlessness or someone even deliberately causing the pain.  Some people deliberately shut off their sensitivity to avoid having to deal with consequences.

Maybe the dream is about the plane crash you were in and the invisible wounds you carry.  The shock that others expected you not to be fazed by it...they acted as if nothing happened.

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Dream Interpretation / Sternum

« on: August 08, 2016, 10:18:06 AM »

I woke up in the middle of the night and for some reason thought about how some people target others for feeling good, wanting to feel good, do good and/or be successful.

A voice said to me "You just removed four or five wounds from your sternum."

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Dream Interpretation / Grey Color In Dreams

« on: August 04, 2016, 12:25:51 AM »

I think I figured this out in terms of my own dreams.  Grey can also be interpreted as not positive or negative, not white or black, not yes or no, but unclear and even convoluted, to an extreme.  Trying to separate light from dark might be impossible.  Easier to create my own light.

Since I figured this out I have had more color in my dreams!

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Seeing a child get killed.

« on: July 28, 2016, 01:28:17 PM »

A life changer...I am not sure about that.  But it does seem like I have been circling around my account for a long time.  I am pretty sure the grey child did not feel like she had a right to exist, a right to her own voice, a right to say no, and was sometimes afraid to say yes.

Yesterday a friend asked my opinion about something.  I told her that she generally does not listen to my opinion, which I have given many times on what she was asking about, and I am not willing to give it anymore.

I can react and act differently to stay in my self.  I decide what to keep out or let in.  I can have compassion for myself as a separate and different person that other people.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Seeing a child get killed.

« on: July 27, 2016, 09:35:29 AM »

Thank you Tony.  I think you are right about a next or last step.  I had originally wrote, and deleted for some reason, something similar to my next statement after the post.

As the oldest child and a female, I was always told my first obligation was to my family and not myself.  If I wanted to put myself or what I wanted first I was told I was selfish, had a big ego, who did I think I was etc.  If I was male, I do not think that would have happened.  Of course I went along with it, especially because I was terrified of my father, because of his physical punishment of my mother and us.  No matter how he treated me, he treated my brother the worst as far as punishment and taunting goes, as I think he viewed him as competition.  My mother was passive but complicit in regards to my fathers abuse.  I did what my parents wanted, did well in school and got my bachelors and masters degree in business.  My brother tried college and it was not a good fit for him.  My parents told him he had to get a job so he could pay them rent.  He had trouble finding one and they kicked him out.  He moved from friend to friend when he was only 17.  I felt sorry for my brother and my siblings, and tried to make up to them for how my parents treated them.  That was not my job and they only took advantage of me.  That was them acting out their aggression towards being "parented" I suppose, so in a way it was not about me.  When I was 35, I remembered that when I was 7 I saw my father try to push my Mom off a second story porch.  Around that time, I found out he had a mistress.  Just before he died, I realized he had been an alcoholic for most of his life. He died and did not leave a will.  Before he died he gave his mistress a lot of cash.  The lawyers and the nursing home for my Mom got the money from the estate.

I served someone who, I was unaware, was deliberately self - sabotaging what I wanted in order for me to have what he wanted.  In a way this was repeated with my ex - husband and even my son.  I felt taken advantage of.  I did not get what I wanted or expected.  I felt like my investment of time, energy, love, compassion for my them was not returned.

I was thinking about this the night I posted the dream and that night I had a vision of the back of someones head.  It was long black dreadlocks in a pony tail.  Then a big splotch of red paint which was turning to gold leaf.

Last night "I am....a container for myself" and "Finally at last compassion."

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Dream Interpretation / Seeing a child get killed.

« on: July 23, 2016, 11:05:11 PM »

The night before last I dreamt that I was a bride.  I was very tall and was looking down at my gown, a long satin white dress. I remember caressing the fabric with my hands and smoothing it below my waist with my palms.  On my right next to me and walking slightly in front of me a small grey child.  We were walking together somewhere.

(I was surprised by the dream as I am usually not the bride).

Last night...I was in a store...I was cleaning the display cases...organizing the displays...there were also round racks of colorful clothes...but everything else was grey.  Someone put some, what looked like gorgeous gemstone earrings into one of the cases.  They had stopped to show them to me.  I cleaned the case and once I did that I looked into it and the earrings were grey ugly clay.  They were not how they were originally presented to me.

I leave the display case and walk off the sales floor into what looks like an apartment behind the store.  Again everything is black, grey, old furniture, old grey sink.  There is a huge hole in a wall, torn wallpaper around it and an old curtain and rod dangling from above it.  I move a old fireplace in front of the hole to try and make the place look a bit better.  It does not do much good and I feel incredibly sad.

All of a sudden I have this child with me.  The back of his or her head hurts at the base of his neck.  I am feeling his or her overwhelming grief.  Sometimes I am the adult and sometimes I feel I am him or his feelings.  He is telling me that he saw a child get killed by a pitch fork in a field that was being sown.  The child who was killed was grey and the adult man who killed the child was grey.   He/I stopped speaking.  Everyone, the other adults, were worried that he would tell, that he might say something.

Next I am looking in an orphanage or a place where children were abandoned....it was a huge room with cots and children in the cots spread out in an orderly fashion...everything was grey...the children the cots the floors the walls the ceiling...everything.  I wake one of the children up.  I am the adult and on a feeling level I am also the child.  We walk out of the building.

I turn around and I see this huge white house.  A door in the middle of the flat front, four windows on each side two up and two down.  There are a small childs clothes, colorful, on hangers outside a few of the windows.
I realize that I was in the house.  I slowly back up from the house and it is getting smaller and smaller.

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General Discussion / Re: New to the community

« on: July 17, 2016, 06:04:33 PM »

Hi Shannon!  Nice to see you here.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Stairs

« on: July 17, 2016, 04:54:10 PM »

Hi Tony,

My dream life has been quiet lately.  I was remembering a while back you had asked me if I wanted to talk about my sexuality.  I was wondering what you might have gathered from my posts.

No rush to respond.

Christine

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Stairs

« on: July 08, 2016, 07:39:12 AM »

Yes, I definitely felt like the big man was butting in when I would have been able to figure out things myself.

I do not drink, so I am not too worried about dying from anything alcohol related.  But I will think about death as comfort, or not.  I do think for some people drinking can be a sort of death or comfort.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Stairs

« on: July 05, 2016, 01:03:07 PM »

Well the colors were inviting and I would say I felt intrigued by the image.

Last night I dreamt I was at a bus stop and was wondering what time the bus would come.  I read some posted signs and there was no information.  I was about to walk to the phone booth to call the bus company to ask when a big man stepped into my path.  He had on a uniform, trying to read the patches on it, possibly MTA, he might have even been a bus driver and he said something like "I could take the sign down or shut it off."  I took it to mean that I could get on the bus and he could make the sign on the front "blank" as if I had no destination.  Sometimes they also say "out of service" if they are on their way back to the garage.

I woke up thinking Men Took Authority of me over myself...or Massachusetts for M as I and my family are from there.

Back to sleep I then dreamt of a sealed liquor bottle on my kitchen counter.  It looked like Jack Daniels but it was turned so I could not see the label.  Then an upside down open coffin, no lid anywhere.  The interior was white and tufted...it looked like it would be comfortable.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: Damaged Father's Car

« on: July 04, 2016, 07:16:06 AM »

When I have had dreams of being a passenger, I have interpreted it as my direction (being in the car) being strongly influenced or controlled by the driver.  The driver as a woman might be an actual woman in my life or the female part of me that is prodding me follow my fathers direction, his path or even his values.

The dream might be trying to bring attention to an influence in your life you are not consciously aware of yet.

You might also feel some internal conflict about needing to use his car and the dream might simply be about that.

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Dream Interpretation / Stairs

« on: July 04, 2016, 06:57:45 AM »

A set of gold stairs and on each step a levitating translucent light orange orb.

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Dream Interpretation / Re: 4 dreams, recurring character

« on: July 01, 2016, 09:15:28 AM »

When I have had dreams about celebrities it usually is about an aspect about them or their image that I may share or react to.  I am just curious as to which man you are dreaming about?
 

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Questions about dreams / Re: Astrology in dreams

« on: July 01, 2016, 09:09:57 AM »

Hi,  I have been interpreting my own dreams for about 15 years and yes it has happened to me in a way.  I have also dreamt of Hermes, Athena and other Gods and mythological figures.  In a dream I was instructed to seek out Human Design, which is a type of astrology which also includes the  I Ching.  Welcome to Dreamhawk!

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Dream Interpretation / Vagina?

« on: June 30, 2016, 12:35:52 PM »

Heard in the dream "Doctor, Big Decision"

I am looking sort of sideways and down toward this woman who is stuck in some sort of a white pod.  She has shorter white hair and I can not see below her waist.  Above her waist she is thrashing forward and back as if she is having an orgasm or she is trying to get unstuck...I can not tell which. When she is done thrashing she collapses forward.

I climb in the pod closest to me as if it is now my turn for something.  I lie down and spread my legs open.  Someone comes and leans over my genitals.  I can not see them or feel what they are doing.  I feel afraid they have a knife and am sure they are cutting an upside down v over my clitoris.

Then I am looking at a clitoris and vagina.  Normal colored.  Last week I had a dream that the vagina was black and my skin blue.

Maybe the dream is addressing me as if I am my own doctor?