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« on: March 20, 2011, 07:54:28 AM »
Hello! I'm wondering what the tree in my dream means. I dreamt there was this large healthy tree in the backyard. It had a thick strong trunk. I was admiring the bark when a guiding persona said something to me about carving a niche in it? I scooped out about a Tablespoon of bark, to create a hole. More like a nick,actually. Then the voice/lady told me to get inside the tree trunk, via this hole presumably. However, I was doubtful about the logic of this, the physics of this. How would that work? The opening is far too small for a person to get in? But by the magic of dreams, the next time I looked at the trunk of the tree the opening was a bit bigger, not much grant you, but I moved toward it anyway, and somehow the next thing I knew I was inside the tree. It was like a little shelter. A good hiding place. (Note* I may have dreamt about this because that day I was reflecting on how my grandfather would scoop out sap from spruce trees and chew it like gum! So I was marveling at that during the day).
Next thing I know I HAVE TO leave the tree. Either I was told this, ordered to do this, or just knew it. I had the feeling of not wanting to come out, yet I HAD TO, so I did. I came out from inside the tree....I walk back to my family's "house" only in the dream it seems to function more like a building/dormhouse/apartment etc because there are lots of different people coming and going and dwelling there. Also it has more dimensions and levels to it than in real life. As I approach the house I can see underneath it, below to it's foundations, and I notice it is ON FIRE. The fire hasn't reached the rest of the house yet, not even the first level, but it's liek a bunsen burner with a couple flames going upward. I sense the danger of it growing and spreading out of control, if it gets out of hand the whole building will be destroyed. I pick up the hose and turn the water on it. It extinguishes it as long as I have the water spraying on it. The second I let up the flames resume. I keep hosing it for as long as I can. Yet I need to get inside the house to retrieve my things, to warn other people. I can't do any of that without abandoning the hose, yet that risks the fire groing out of control if I'm not constantly on it. There are many people coming and going, so I try to grab the attention of one of the young men passing by. He doesn't listen or seem to care about the fire. I repeat myself and why its important that he take over the hose for a bit while I go inside to get my things. There's a fire under the house, I explain. He doesn't seem to get it. My words don't compel his interest. So I grab his chin and make him turn his face toward me as I repeat again why he needs to take over the hose and water down the fire at the base of the house. I realize I can't stay stuck here, forever keeping this house safe. It's time for me to retrieve my things and leave. If I can't convince this man to temporarily hose down the danger while I do this, it puts us all in danger. I tried my best to convince him. of the dire situation. I can't help it if he chooses to remain oblivious to the situation. I leave. I go upstairs. Up to the higher levels. And yes, I sense the house is now burning. No one is keeping the fire down. I'm in what appears to be my room, there is someone else there as well. There is a bed and I'm desparately trying to figure out which clothes I should take with me as the house burns down. This is actually holding me up. The indecision. Because in my mind it's like I'm about to start a whole new life, where everything that came beforewill be disintigrated into oblivion andwhat I take with me now is important, vital, because it will literally be ALL I'll have to make a new life out of. For some reason the clothes represent to me the uniform, the raw materials if you will, I'll have to fashion a new life in. Which pair of jeans should I take with me? Which ones will reprsent me best for what comes ahead? Yet I'm uncertain what kind of path I'll be facing so I'm not sure what to wear to it. This or that? Will my life after the house burns involve being destiute, outdoors, hiking, living the rough life, out in nature? Or will I need business clothes? Or hiking clothes? Warm or cold weather clothes? I'm not sure what my new environment will be yet it's critical I prepare for it. I'm there comparing and considering , with my clothes laid out on the bed. I feel the pressure to decide fast because the house is burning down, and whatever I chooose will be forever, or at least with me for a long while, and all I'll have to boot (since everything else is going to be destroyed by the fire). Interestingly, I dreamt this scenario before (house burning/my rushing to take things with me before it burns down, and being stuck decideing which clothes to take with me, for all the same reasons listed above).