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Dream Interpretation / Father in dream
« on: December 10, 2011, 01:24:01 PM »
Hi everybody!

Last night I had a dream about my dad; I had been working on father issues until late at night so it wasn't surprising. But I still can't seem to get what the dream was trying to tell me. In the dream  Iwas with my dad and he was constantly asking me for help, how to do something, how to solve something and I was explaining to him over and over again. There was a slip of paper involved with some kind of password on it and I kept telling him to get it but he'd lost it and I couldn't find it for him. I was feeling frustrated but didn't want to show it to him. My real dad is a lot like this, and often makes me feel frustration because he's not catching on and often throws up his hands and challenges.

If this is about my relationship to myself, what is it that I have lost? Am I frustrated at myself for not taking on challenges? I am actually taking on quite a few challenges at the moment; could this dream be about self-judgement? I had a look at the "father" section in the dream dictionary, but remained non the wiser. :)

Thankful for any thoughts!! And thanks, Tony, for a great forum and a wonderful dream dictionary!


Dream Interpretation / Screaming
« on: October 08, 2011, 07:21:10 PM »
Hi everybody - I had an experience a while ago where I woke up to a voice screaming in my head. It could have been my own voice, but it was only in my head. What could this be about?

Dream Interpretation / Re: Clark Gable and me in a black and white movie
« on: September 13, 2011, 08:36:22 PM »
Thanks, Tony! I'll look up the animus/anima article. Very interesting!


Dream Interpretation / Re: Spirit Guide Dreams
« on: September 13, 2011, 08:34:04 PM »
I'll post it under general discussions! :)

Dream Interpretation / Re: Spirit Guide Dreams
« on: September 11, 2011, 10:33:45 AM »

I believe spirit guides exist. Totally. Check these books out: Dr. Michael Newton "Journey of Souls" and "Destiny of Souls". They're books of case studies of people undergoing hypnotic regression and remembering their souls state; they talk about their guides a lot. There are people all over the world trained and working with this kind hypnosis - I'm going for a session next week!

Dream Interpretation / Clark Gable and me in a black and white movie
« on: September 06, 2011, 10:22:36 AM »
Last night I dreamed a movie where I was a young woman and  I was engaged to a man played by Clark Gable. We were to be married. Then there was a complication which involved my younger sister in the movie (I don't personally have a sister), it looked like she was going to get Clark, but then it was straightened out and we were reunited. I woke up in a feeling of deep warmth.

I'm not sure how to look at this dream; is this dream about aspects of myself, male/female, or about an external relationship, do you think? Am I not being honest about myself, as I'm playing a role in the dream? Or was it an aspect of myself? The woman I was in the dream was hyper-feminine with frills and made up hair and stuff that I don't usually do myself.


Dream Interpretation / Re: dark men, cake and a thought of rape
« on: August 31, 2011, 10:39:49 AM »
Thank you!
I've been thinking about blackness and black as a colour of wisdom (the black arts, black madonnas etc.) and maybe this refers to parts of me that are exploring spiritual avenues and wisdom and that I have some fear mingled with choosing a path that doesn't threaten me. I'm thinking about the newspaper article in the dream with the three black men who were convicted falsely - could that be a fear of being "prosecuted" if I embody that darkness? Interesting that if this is about the wisdom principle, it's about a masculine principle, not "sophia", the feminine principle. Am I totally off, or is there any sense to what I'm saying, do you think?

Dream Interpretation / Re: dark men, cake and a thought of rape
« on: August 30, 2011, 03:18:07 PM »
I was thinking along the same lines; the thing is that I have been planning other work on the side and maybe I'm feeling disloyal towards my boss about being in the process of moving away gradually. I still don't understand the hugging in the bushes and thinking of being raped though...

Dream Interpretation / dark men, cake and a thought of rape
« on: August 29, 2011, 12:16:01 PM »
I had a most peculiar dream with many elements and I have a little trouble piecing the information together; I hope some of you will have some helpful thoughts on interpretation!

I dreamed that I was in a garage; a repair shop for cars, first I was in the workshop itself, talking to my current boss, after a while I went out into a sort of car reception area, I could see my boss through some sliding doors that were a little open. I was out in the reception and I was eating cookies and cake, I found half-eaten packets of cookies and just piled everything on my plate, at the same time looking over my shoulder to check that my boss wouldn't see me. I also happened to look at a newspaper and the leading story was that three Jamaican athletes had been convicted of (I think) murder - and I remember knowing that they were in fact innocent of the crime. At some point I was also lying down in some bushes outside the car repair shop, it was night and I was lying on the ground in the arms of a man that looked like he came from the middle-east or thereabouts. In the dream there was previously another man that wanted to "hug" me in the bushes, but I had politely chosen not to, because I knew that he would have raped me.

This dream was very interesting and peculiar! Also in relation to the cookies and cake - I've had countless dreams about these foods the last couple of weeks. Does this have something to do with nourishment or addiction?

Dream Interpretation / Namesake
« on: July 08, 2011, 02:44:09 PM »
I had a dream just now where I was in a church, giving some kind of recital, except I wasn't singing as much as sitting down on a chair, going deep into meditation. There were only a few people in the audience and when I was done, some of them didn't applaud. In the dream I had a coach and she was an older lady, a little bit rigid, and she was very firm and said to me that this was only a dress-rehearsal and that I would be fine. She pointed out the window at an amazing landscape of rolling hills and woods and mountains. I overheard an audience member tell someone that they'd found another "me" - my namesake - on the internet and that she was going to commission services of that person instead of me. I felt very defeated and betrayed and disappointed. Any suggestions for how to interpret these dream elements, anybody?


Hi Tony,

My experience is as well that once through the defence there's mostly just release and catharsis.
Thank you for the tip about moving and dancing! I will try that with the anger!

Dream Interpretation / Re: Can you suggest and help me?
« on: June 20, 2011, 01:16:40 PM »
Thank you for being so thorough, Tony, that really helped!
I've been experiencing this kind of quite intense "surfacing" for just over 18 months now; in the beginning I often thought (or, my ego at least did) I would die. I used to get so tense and nervous or even have unconsious stress about it being clumsy, poor hand-eye coordination etc. as an issue worked itself to the surface of the mind. I also would sedate myself and still the fear by eating, trying to shut down the emotional system by activating the physical. Now it's all much more manageable as I'm familiar with the symptoms and the progress, but it can still be both frustrating and unnerving, especially if I don't have the time to just stop what I'm doing and sit/lie down. I'm very happy that this is a sign of homeostasis; sometimes I feel there's no end to the "detox". :) I guess a lot of the debris is also from past lives, even though the surfacing is catalyzed by a trigger in this lifetime. 


Dream Interpretation / Re: Can you suggest and help me?
« on: June 19, 2011, 06:33:12 PM »
Hi Tony,

Great suggestions - I have a question about one of the points: the shivering you talk about. Often I feel when I wake up that something is being processed and is rising up from the un/subconscious; I feel "shaky" and a little hyper/jittery/nervous. Often "the storm" will break in the evening, the issues will surface and I have the chance to clear it and heal it. Would this be a case of the shivering you describe?


Thank you Tony! Very interesting!

Power, anger and the repression of it are core issues for me in this life and as I'm thinking of letting myself own these powerful animals - there's quite a bit of resistance. I think the process has begun, though. Also I've been seeing images (while awake) of violence, fights, hitting and screaming and I think it's parts of myself that are doing it. I often fear that if I let myself feel it all, it will burn me up, starting right in my 3rd chakra. The anger has a white heat that will fry every particle in my being. Old traumas are surfacing to be healed.

My dreams on the other hand, are of green forests, waterfalls and coming home.  :)


Hi Tony,

Thank you for your reply, it was very illuminating - fear has always been a big counter force in me and I am starting to understand what you're saying about ancient impulses and integration on a much broader level than just the ego-self. I've always seen dreams as parts of myself, inside, internalized; but reading about the dream yoga really hit the message home on a deeper level. Integration presupposes a state of acceptance and neutrality that I haven't before been able to access; but I am beginning to now. Thanks again!

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