Let me start off by stating that I am a happily married and have 2 wonderful sons (3 yo and 5 month old). I work from home full time.
Before I had any children, I just *knew* that I was going to have a son. I even went so far as buying stuff for him years before he was conceived/born (they were good deals or something I adored and had to have). After having him, I refused to give away any of the baby items we no longer needed. I just *knew* we were going to have another little boy. I even told the DR during our ultrasound that we were having another boy. I know, 50/50 shot.. good odds that I was right.
Well, after my youngest son was born, hubby and I discussed him getting a vasectomy as we decided that we are content and our life is full. My hubby had a consultation with the urologist and that's as far as it went. Something made us decide not to have the vasectomy performed.
Well, last week, I had a dream. I do not remember much but I remember meeting a young girl approximately 8 or 9 years old. I believe she spoke to me and told me she was my daughter. She was so happy looking, laughing and smiling the entire time. Long, dark brown hair with a slight curl, half up. She was wearing a long flowy dress. She looked a little like my husband and my youngest son.
I cannot shake this dream. It is on my mind constantly. My husband and I never discussed having 3 children. Two was our limit from the start. Does anyone has any opinions on what it can mean? Is it possible that I met my unborn daughter? The dream has made me emotional. I am in my mid 30s and getting close to the end of my child rearing years...would I be denying a spirit to become born? I do not know if I tricked myself in to thinking that I was meant to have another child...
I would appreciate any comments. Thank you!
