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beachgrl107

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My death dream
« on: April 26, 2013, 08:51:51 PM »
Okay here goes. I am at work but it is hospital that I have never worked at or seen before. It is very dark and I am a new employee and have only come in contact with a few mentally challenged residents and 2 other employees. I am finishing up my charting to leave. I was some what in a hurry. I go to get into my boyfriends truck and I notice that the windshield is busted pretty badly. There is a lot of confusion with people hurrying around the truck before I get in. I tell my self when I see the windshield that I'll be okay I have driven with a windshield like this before even though I didn't like the idea. I could barely see the stop light but I stopped. When it turned green I proceeded forward and the next thing ya know I was falling in the drivers seat legs stretched forward, back pressed up to seat watching what looked like parking garage levels pass as if I am going into a hole. I'm holding my body back and telling myself that if I keep this way I will keep the truck from flipping forward and maybe I will land flat. I do land flt and I am jostled but I get out of the truck and shake things off. My heart is pounding. I see this little girl and I am speaking to her but she doesn't seem to understand. She goes inside this apartment/house comes back looks at me and I follow her in. When inside I see a man and I asked him if I could use his phone to call my mom and dad (I'm a 41 by the way)and my fiance' that I have just been in a car accident and it is very important that I speak with my mother. He looks at me with sadness but has a light grin that is comforting. I repeat myself and add that I would like a cigarette because I can't find mine after the accident. He says okay and we go out the way I came in. He tosses me a green pack of cigarette's with brown fast food style napkins, I only catch the napkins.  I laugh and pick up the cigarette's. He then tells me "You know what happened don't you?" I said yeah I got into an accident. He said to turn around and look. I did and I was shocked and saw that the truck was missing its bed and back tires, it was just the cab that remains with 2 flat tires and it's very dusty. I looked at him and said well I really need to call my mom now and my boyfriend is going to be pissed. He said you are dead. I said well how am I talking with you then? He stated that he has my file and when it is time I will no longer be able to communicate but I have time now to do so......I woke up and felt like I was in a different world. I actually had to check on the truck. Does anyone have any insight. There are more little details. I remember my dreams very well. I have even experienced lucid dreaming before. I am nervous now because I have never dreamt anything like this about myself.

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Re: My death dream
« Reply #1 on: April 28, 2013, 11:00:35 AM »
BeachGirl – Thank you for sending such an interesting dream.

The dream starts where you are in a healing environment, dealing with mental disturbances – usually it is about your own difficulties. But it is saying that it is time to go now because you have done the inner work that allows you to take more steps in your development. See http://dreamhawk.com/inner-life/inner-world/

The confusion you felt around the truck is the many different opinions and viewpoint you are confronted by. But you deal with those through your own qualities. 

The windshield suggests that you are willing to meet life without all the protective manoeuvres we use to feel safe and protected. So another change that has gone on in you which may be something you learned from relationship with your boyfriend.

The green light is a real GO signal to you. It is saying that you can now explore so much more of what you are. This is inline with what is happening to many people now. It is a season, a period where many people can meet themselves instead of being controlled by old views of what we are and how to live. See http://dreamhawk.com/approaches-to-being/the-quickening/

The falling car is a sure sign that you are now exploring levels of yourself that frightened you in the past. In fact as you fell into this new level of experience you felt fear. Then the little girl is your own innocent self greeting you, for you are now in your inner world, the world people call death when they first enter it. We enter it every day when we ‘fall’ asleep. But being unconscious we feel nothing; it is like being anesthetised, but you have woken up. See http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/levels-of-awareness-in-waking-and-dreaming/ 

I do not see this as predictive of a future accident, but rather a way of showing you death and its experience. But this is just a first step. “I will no longer be able to communicate but I have time now to do so......I woke up and felt like I was in a different world.”

That is not entirely true, but is as much as you can understand at the moment.

You are growing in awareness.

Tony