Well Mary - The first dream has a lot of signs of being about your birth and its difficulties.
The dream of the Miraculous Medal is remarkable, and as you say, you should worry "that I am missing such an important message". There is no way I can give you the full message, except that you should ask fervently for all the graces offered. But you can receive the message for yourself if you work at it. Try
http://dreamhawk.com/dream-dictionary/practical-techniques-for-understanding-your-dreams/ and
http://dreamhawk.com/inner-life/clicking-on/If you are a Catholic you must have done spiritual exercises and they ready you to receive the message of your dreams. The things given above help in this.
Reiki – and great contact you make with a spiritual being can have this effect. Try the Virgins Prayer - With this in mind, God, Christ, the Holy Ghost and the Virgin Mary become definable forces with which we can consciously relate, in and through discipleship. The birth of Mary symbolises this change of heart, and the life of Mary shows what can come of it. Mary as an image of your own human situation represents the possibility of a virginal mind and feelings. Put simply this means that we drop preconceptions, we melt away fixed opinions, rigid attitudes, perhaps through prayer, meditation or perseverance.
So many had gone up the mountain to that one desired encounter; only to be thwarted by the cloud that broods upon the summit, and hides from human eyes the Shining Light within. The great prophets, poets, and philosophers of the antique world - all these had gone up, all had marked classic moments in the ascent of the race. Then came a little girl, pure, meek, and receptive: and ran easily to her destiny and the destiny of the universe because she was ‘full of grace.’ She held out her heart to the Invisible and in this act flung a bridge across the chasm that separates Illusion from Reality. Mary becomes by this circumstance the type and pattern of each human soul. Consciously or unconsciously, all are candidates for her high office. All, truly can become the mothers of God. (Published by Watkins – See
http://www.evelynunderhill.org).
So the virgin posture of the soul is an attempt to bring about an inner state, an inner feeling of fertility and love towards your invisible and unknown potential - purity from preconceived ideas - the offering of your whole being as material for your potential to use in creating a new self - the act of supplication in which you let go of your thoughts, emotions and body, so they can be played upon as a piano or organ by Life. There should arise a feeling of warmth toward and desire for the unseen Life, openness to any possibility Life may have in store for you, good or bad, allied with trust. If you have a temperament capable of this, then make it an act of love, a real devotion, approaching ones darling.
When you manage to let go of what you think God or Life is, what you believe yourself to be, or what you are convinced is so about yourself and the world, then you are ready to receive something new. Then, that divine conception can take place in you that enables the spiritual (that which exists beyond the barriers and boundaries of your own ego) to gain a foothold in you. Then you become pregnant with new life and eventually give birth to the More of yourself in the way you live and act. This conception and the following birth will become known to you in some way. It will be felt, or maybe shown to you in a dream.
The last dream shows how you are walking the narrow path to realisation. The man who walks by you is probably the Master who literally takes your strength away. Very often when we meet in this way we fall over or feel struck down as tremendous changes take place deep within you. It is not an easy path you have chosen, but it is a way we must all tread eventually.
Tony
