Hi everyone, I am new here. I am very interested in our dreams. I believe that our daily physical lives are filled with symbolism as are our dreams; that, in fact, our waking selves and dreaming selves are not that different or separate from one another. Yet I am a beginner here. Ok, for my dream last night. I was driving a car on a freeway, with an unseen passenger (who is often with me in dreams). I was driving very fast. The freeway was two lanes each way, and was filled with s-curves. I passed an accident with a death. Speeding on, I became aware that I was moving too fast for conditions; that other cars were too and were having accidents. Another curve, and I noticed a second accident, a bright yellow sportscar, another death. They had scattered mulch all around the scene to clean up the messiness of blood I assumed. I sped by, realizing I needed to slow down. I had no destination, just intense focus on the highway and my driving. I pulled out of the dream and awoke, it was morning. I felt exhausted.
Recently I have had unusual and intense low back pain that led to urological diagnostics of an invasive nature. I am thinking it all has to do with onset of menopause (I am 52) and kundalini (lifefire) wanting to rise. I am am conflicted as it feels like a loss to my heart. Being an originally unwanted and often invalidated child, nothing sings sweeter to me than the feeling of the gift of a child. I have one who is now seven. The dreams are coming stronger now than they have in a long time.
