Hi Tony,
Wow.. after searching for answers to what I am experiencing I stumbled upon your article 'diving into the depths of mind'.
http://dreamhawk.com/body-and-mind/diving-into-the-depths-of-mind/ It is such an amazing feeling knowing that what I am experiencing is shared by others.
I am powering through your book Eye of Dreams that you mentioned in the article. It is absolutely kicking my butt! Every paragraph imparts an amazing truth or a huge realisation on its own. How is this book not in our schools and universities?
I just want to say thank you Tony, thank you. It is so nice to know that I am not going crazy and that this is a natural evolution of consciousness.
My first reaction to cosmic consciousness was pure terror. I was so frightened by the vastness of the void that I had a panic attack, I thought that I gave myself some form of psychosis or derailment from reality. I would get adrenaline rushes whenever I looked at the moon because I could 'feel' the distances involved.. I could 'feel' how truly isolated this planet is. I would even feel a sinking feeling while cooking soup, It was like I was experiencing the amazing vastness of what was happening inside the cooking pot!
Working with a psychotherapist the whole experience has become such a positive one. I am now fearless in the face of the void and it feels absolutely exhilarating. It has completely revolutionised my life. I can do things now that I never thought possible.
I endeavour to read all your books. Thank you so much!
Cam
Perth, Western Australia.