Thank you Tony
I entered the frozen child and got headache, tinitus stronger than usual, left neck pain and stil feeling a little unusual
And than a dream where I was asked to go to an interview during my normal working hours so Iz arrived to this unknown place waited with in unknown man than left in a hurry because there was a small flower a cyclamen that fell upside down to the river. When got there, some children were there with me and I was able to find that pot with a cyclamen took it, the flowers were barely visible, and placed it in a safe place, worrying to have enough place sun and water or rain, upon returning back there was another man there, but the first man a
Eared later saying they decided for another candidate because I left although he told them my suitcase was stil there.
A chaos all together I am afraid dear Tony but perhaps you would see clearer
Just to let you know that a few years ago we had a team building event where we were supposed to cover our eyes with a mask and walk in a crowd among all other team members. The goal was to get together by finding each other by a specific sound. Our sound was cat one, my idea, but when we began, I entered in some unknown place or space was standing at the same spot smiling with a hand infornt of my mouth. I just couldn't move so the others found me.
The coaches told me afterwards about how all looked and said there must have been something in. Y early childhood triggering such a behavior. One of them mention the word schizophrenic. Well, God bless him, that did not help
