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am i near death? please help me
« on: December 22, 2014, 12:50:48 PM »
i just got home from college a few nights ago, finishing my first semester as a freshman. last night i had the scariest dream ive ever had, by far. ive never woken up crying this hard. i had a dream we were on a hawaii beach greiving over how olivia and logan had just died (my cousin and my neighbor, both little kids), and how we saw logans soul light just fly away in the form of a teddy bear. then my uncle corey was leading the whole thing, and we saw how the volcano was errupting and we all had to go  into the ocean. there were huge waves but we had to go into it to avoid the volcano lava. the waves got bigger and bigger and there was a huge one and at first i saw light red light in the water which i assumed was lava, then i saw a light blue light and some kind of singing, then i noticed daddy was holding me tightly under water and i was like wtf is that heaven?? and a few times i just wanted to go grab my phone and tell adam & brett how much i loved them and how i wont see brett tomorrow; but i couldnt because of the waves. so after the huge wave daddy was holding me and i was staring and the light blue light, struggling to get away from it but daddy was just holding me really tight, until i put my hand up and barely felt the surface of the water and i told daddy to let go and feel it, but he wouldnt do it for a while because i dont think he believed me. then we finally did it and next to me was a hawaiin guy with a "life boat" which was basically just a giant yellow floaty thing with like 4 other people on it, and we got on and then i guess i just woke up. am i near death or something? please help me ive been having such a rough month filled with anxiety and i just want to be happy.

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Re: am i near death? please help me
« Reply #1 on: December 24, 2014, 09:22:14 AM »
14283cg - Dear, dear person - no you are not going to die, you are on the way to finding a happier life. But to reach such happiness you have to face some of your own fears and programming. See http://dreamhawk.com/interesting-people/animal-children/#Program and http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/questions-2/#Summing

Each dream image has little to do with your waking life and thoughts but represents your own inner feelings, fears, thoughts and beliefs. So your grieving was releasing deep feelings that something precious in yourself had died.

Feeling such depths of feeling felt threatening because we live in a culture that is largely about control - think positively, plan your life by controlling it, don't feel anything deeply. So you dreamt of a volcano and the threat of dying with massive waves. But the volcano actually represents your core self, the best of you that has been repressed and now is beginning to be set free. The waves are the massive new energy of change this releases in you. Unfortunately you find that threatening because if your past programming and cultural beliefs.

Your father holding you under was attitudes passed onto you by your father that has held you back. Now you are just beginning to surface. Many people now are facing the same thing. Your father didn’t believe you because he was raised in a different paradigm than you. See http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/archetype-of-the-paradigm/

To understand what is happening to you in any depth pleaser read http://dreamhawk.com/approaches-to-being/lifes-little-secrets/