Milianus – I am a wondering if you knew the sex of the person murdered. If so can you let me know – because in most murder dreams, when explored – it turns out we/you are the murderer. Such murders come about usually because we refuse to accept a part of our nature and so kill it by refusing to acknowledge and express it. So what part of your wholeness – for we are all a strange yet wonderful mixture of light and darkness, male and female, old and new, or what we thing we are and what we are.
The Sewers on the deep web is a wonderful description, and again is a mixture of awful and extraordinary. Of course dreams have a very different view of things than our conscious personality. After all our conscious self is a very small and vulnerable cut off part of your whole. The part we cut off from became the sewers, the unconscious self.
I need to explain this a little. A couple of million years ago an ape like creature started to learn to use signs and language which led to a new form or consciousness we call self-consciousness. Considering than many animals still with us today have been around for two hundred million years it makes us a very new and young member of life forms. Before self-awareness creature lived by inbuilt instinctive behaviour – but with the growth of self-awareness this was lost, so a massive amount if ability was cut away. But it was only lost to our conscious personality – we still have it in the sewers/unconscious. See
http://dreamhawk.com/interesting-people/animal-children/#Program If you have read the above link, you may realise that although we have an amazing potential, most of us are trapped by programs and views fed to us via public opinion, media and our own drives into strange ways, such a murdering parts of ourselves. So the sewers are in fact full of blood through countless murders.
Of course becoming aware of what was previously hidden give you the creeps for you are not only walking through holy ground, but are seeing what we have done to it. It is holy because it is the source of our own life. See
http://dreamhawk.com/approaches-to-being/the-lifestream/ also
http://dreamhawk.com/approaches-to-being/lifes-little-secrets/The snake is the power of energy and life in you – as shown in the caduceus – but y our direction of your energy is destroying your ability to really stand tall. See
http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/energy-sex-and-dreams/ Sorry about the many links, but there is much about dreams and Life which we need information about.
The tribe people were parts of your nature more fully connected with the natural you – a self less civilised. The snake is an expression of our own natural life force – see
http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/brain-levels-and-dreams/#reptilebrain I am not going to try to explain the mother in your dream as it will take us on another detour. But the black and white links with what was said in the beginning. You screamed because you were facing something of what you have unwittingly done to your inner nature. You were not able to control yourself because you are at a critical point in your life where your core self interfered in your controlled life and is trying to bring you back to balance – and I am not talking about the ‘right way’ to live prescribed society, but something much wider and wiser. See
http://dreamhawk.com/dream-dictionary/core/
Tony
