Sevengirlchild – Thanks for the feedback. The pity is when working on people’s dream I cannot have an immediate to and fro communication. So here we go on a distant to and fro.
Well, your dream ‘magic girl’ did hide under the bed, and I interpreted it as meaning your waking self; but could it mean that you have a timid or vulnerable little girl self somewhere?
I came across a dwarf knocking at my door. I didn’t recognise it as me until later I realised that a whole part of me hadn’t been allowed to grow, and so I had a part that was dwarfed. So, it is useful to be the girl. Here is an audio example of Tony exploring a dream with a young woman: Dream Exploration (
http://dreamhawk.com/wp-content/uploads/Conversation-unphase.mp3 )
There are several issues that seem clear in the dream – hiding in the toilet – persecution and being accused wrongly – don’t trust my own shadow. Alongside that is your stated strength. So, you have at least two sides to you.
A modern view of the personality says that our mind is made up of many modules which are quite distinct. These modules, such as the sexual drive and the ability to speak, usually function in a way which is reasonably integrated. But many areas of dissimilarity are evident if we closely observe the workings of our own responses to life experiences. Because we each hold certain ideas about ourselves – our self image – things we do which do not express this self image may shock or even frighten us. Actions arising from a module of oneself which does not express our accepted self image, may give rise not only to fear, dis-belief, but also a sense of evil, or being possessed by evil.
Integrating these different aspects of who we are is not easy, and there is no magic wand to achieve it. You say you soul is screaming for guidance. I can only suggest what has worked for me and some others. Also, information is often vital because it helps us understand. So, I am giving several links and I am not expecting you to read or apply them all quickly.
Links -
http://dreamhawk.com/approaches-to-being/lifes-little-secrets/ -
http://dreamhawk.com/body-and-mind/peoples-experiences-of-lifestream/ -
http://dreamhawk.com/approaches-to-being/opening-to-life/ -
http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/integration-meeting-oneself/#Ox -
http://dreamhawk.com/body-and-mind/the-slow-breath/ Tony