The You Tube video I saw was the one in which you talked about Lifestream. On side note, I am taking a local class here in Iowa City, Iowa...the subject is Pathwork...which might interest you.
www.pathwork.org. You can download some of the lectures for free. We started with lecture 204 - What is the path? I think you might find it interesting...although I am sure it would not be new material for you.
Your interpretation was interesting. I have not worked for the past few years. Taking care of my son before then was difficult as was working for patriarchal financial institutions. I had difficulty meeting mens expectations of women in that environment, as well as the expectations of my ex husband, father too and acted out a lot of anger.
In regards to the dream, I forgot to mention that when I turned my hands over to reveal the writing. My hands were shaped in fists. I also thought it might relate to me speaking or acting in a "backhanded" manner." That is something I need to look at...as I am very good at it. It is odd to feel so non - judgemental of that trait in me...so something must be working.
I was thinking the other night that because of the relationship with my father, I held the false belief that I could not depend on men emotionally or as providers. I projected those fears onto my then husband. Now my ex - husband and his wife are taking care of my son and they seem to be doing a good enough job. I was thinking that I can depend on him to take care of my son. While half asleep I had the image that I was under the sea...beautiful blue water, creatures...I did not feel afraid but felt very calm.