Hi Christine,
i could be totally wrong, but like to give it a try (trying to get back my passion for dreaming and interpreting them)...
Going downtown...going to the center...going to your center...the one you really are.
The wanting to have a drink and socialize to me feels like wanting to get to know every part of you. To get to the bar you have to cross a baseball field. Base-ball-field...back to the basics (the animal like people could symbolize the primitive)...baseball makes me think of attack and defence...isn't that what it takes to survive for an animal? I think the animal-like people can also symbolize the shadowpart.
You don't look at anyone's face, which sounds like 'not facing the shadowparts (?)'.
Yelling: "I just wanted to go to a bar"...almost feels like: "I just want to really live", like you are saying sorry for that wish.
You leave in a bus with lots of other woman...light coloured clothing. The women...emotions...Light coloured...no heavy emotins. On a bus...not behind the steering wheel...and reading a book...sorry, this might not sound very nice...but feels like being passive...In the bus reading a book opposite to the wish of having a drink and socialize, which then could be like 'writing a book'...Living your own book/story instead of watching it go by.
Hmm, i hope this makes some sense, but on the other hand...
i hope it doesn't sound to negative.
Greets,
Sunflower