I've lost the love of my life to another man two weeks ago and since a week ago I've started to dream, more or less, the same dream four nights in a row ...
"I'm in bed under the cover and cats are all over the bed, all sizes and colors running all over the bed. The last two nights a tiger cub passes by over the bed. I notice a kitten under the cover at my feet which I pull up to my chest and I'm seeing at the same time a feline giving birth to yet another. I struggle to keep the kittens away from the bigger cats and when the kittens wander off I pick them up in my palms and bring them back to bed, with me under the cover. This is where I always wake up in "pain"... "
I need to understand.