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Dream Interpretation / A belligerent understanding
« on: September 17, 2012, 04:01:23 PM »
Hello, please someone help me.
I've always been a huge skeptic but I've had a moment in life that tainted my perception and changed everything.
I had a dream that brought up such strong feelings and its effecting my life, in everything i do i cannot shake
it off. Its truly driving me mad, i can't believe how much a simple dream can control your life.
If there is anyone who can help me understand, relate and find closure i beg of you please.
I've stopped eating, i can't sleep, i'm losing myself.
Intense dream
there was a monkey, innocently sitting in the kitchen of a house, i felt relaxed and calm in the house.
there was a lepard or large lynx cat, that was following me around again i felt relaxed and in no way threatend or in danger by the animals. But i understood both of their mentalities and personalities they were like apart of me.
i walked into the kitchen where the monkey was when the lynx noticed the presence of the monkey and started to attack the monkey as if it was hunting.
i had an overwhealming feeling, to walk away as it was natures decision and not mine.
i watched as the lynx managed to catch the monkey with both claws and pin it to the floor.
the monkey screamed in pain as the lynx tried to bite and crush its wind pipe
i walked away, i understood what had to happen.
after a couple of steps, I just couldn't leave, i had to talk to myself and reasure that saving the monkey wasn't
right, but it was something that i was going to.
I only raised my voice and projected a presence that the lynx was doing wrong and as if it listened to my wish's it stopped, i could pick up the little monkey and as i looked apon it,
i realised it had come to no harm.
the monkey seemed calm and the lynx wasn't bothered by my intervention.
the next part of my dream really bugs me
i was in another house, this one felt as if it was someone else's home and not mine
there were two dogs, they kept growling at me, the owners who i couldn't see kept telling me to turn my back on them as it will make them stop, but the dogs kept trying to look me in the eye's
and growl.
i remember feeling concerned but not scared, the persitance of the dogs made me feel as there was some urgency that i couldn't address. I was being told to turn my back on them which felt unnatural and unnerved me even more.
i could feel that the dog's would not attack me, that wasn't their intention. But i couldn't understand what they were trying to inform or show me. I was too busy turning my back, that i couldn't feel or see anything, its as if my natural sense's were being restricted because i was trying to ignore the dogs. But i couldn't stop following the words of the owners who i couldn't see.
i was being told just to turn around and show them my back so they will stop, but it just became more intense
i then woke up, i never dream about animals i think this is why the dreams have really bugged me.
This is the part that has shaken me, that night i saw a shadow three times whilst at a friends house celebrating. The only way i can understand it or explain it in an articulate manner is by saying i saw shadow of a person a moving responding person.
But due to social convention i ignored it and carried on, i stayed at that persons house that night and that's when my dreams began. Its changed my life and i don't know where to turn, because these feelings that have opened up are so strong, its hard to control them. I can't tell anyone because they will think im crazy.
Im trained to be an economist, being logical is my strong suit. But i just can't escape someone please help.
Leon
I've always been a huge skeptic but I've had a moment in life that tainted my perception and changed everything.
I had a dream that brought up such strong feelings and its effecting my life, in everything i do i cannot shake
it off. Its truly driving me mad, i can't believe how much a simple dream can control your life.
If there is anyone who can help me understand, relate and find closure i beg of you please.
I've stopped eating, i can't sleep, i'm losing myself.
Intense dream
there was a monkey, innocently sitting in the kitchen of a house, i felt relaxed and calm in the house.
there was a lepard or large lynx cat, that was following me around again i felt relaxed and in no way threatend or in danger by the animals. But i understood both of their mentalities and personalities they were like apart of me.
i walked into the kitchen where the monkey was when the lynx noticed the presence of the monkey and started to attack the monkey as if it was hunting.
i had an overwhealming feeling, to walk away as it was natures decision and not mine.
i watched as the lynx managed to catch the monkey with both claws and pin it to the floor.
the monkey screamed in pain as the lynx tried to bite and crush its wind pipe
i walked away, i understood what had to happen.
after a couple of steps, I just couldn't leave, i had to talk to myself and reasure that saving the monkey wasn't
right, but it was something that i was going to.
I only raised my voice and projected a presence that the lynx was doing wrong and as if it listened to my wish's it stopped, i could pick up the little monkey and as i looked apon it,
i realised it had come to no harm.
the monkey seemed calm and the lynx wasn't bothered by my intervention.
the next part of my dream really bugs me
i was in another house, this one felt as if it was someone else's home and not mine
there were two dogs, they kept growling at me, the owners who i couldn't see kept telling me to turn my back on them as it will make them stop, but the dogs kept trying to look me in the eye's
and growl.
i remember feeling concerned but not scared, the persitance of the dogs made me feel as there was some urgency that i couldn't address. I was being told to turn my back on them which felt unnatural and unnerved me even more.
i could feel that the dog's would not attack me, that wasn't their intention. But i couldn't understand what they were trying to inform or show me. I was too busy turning my back, that i couldn't feel or see anything, its as if my natural sense's were being restricted because i was trying to ignore the dogs. But i couldn't stop following the words of the owners who i couldn't see.
i was being told just to turn around and show them my back so they will stop, but it just became more intense
i then woke up, i never dream about animals i think this is why the dreams have really bugged me.
This is the part that has shaken me, that night i saw a shadow three times whilst at a friends house celebrating. The only way i can understand it or explain it in an articulate manner is by saying i saw shadow of a person a moving responding person.
But due to social convention i ignored it and carried on, i stayed at that persons house that night and that's when my dreams began. Its changed my life and i don't know where to turn, because these feelings that have opened up are so strong, its hard to control them. I can't tell anyone because they will think im crazy.
Im trained to be an economist, being logical is my strong suit. But i just can't escape someone please help.
Leon