I have been discussing the idea of one true reality with my friend who is also experiencing this crazy realisation. I can see what you mean now. I have programmed my paradigm to be a particular way, I am starting to realise now how fluid everything is.
My friend explains it perfectly when he says: "It's like a huge space has been opened up in my mind, I am exploring all these new areas I never knew I had"
Is this a common experience? Coming to the realisation and finally getting some of these big questions answered is really quite daunting, just like that feeling of staring into the abyss. It's like 'wow.. this is
actually happening'
It feels amazing, everything is so clear, simple, beautiful.
I used to get upset about this experience. I used to say "How rude the universe is.. I didn't ask for this, I'm here and I cant get out.. without pain and dying.. I am doomed to slowly die, existence is a punishment"
It really upset me.
Now I look at the situation completely different and think "Ohhhh now I get it.. This is AWESOME"
This is all very real, and it scares me a little! In a good way