Loving and Refreshed

[muwami]

Dream:

I am standing in front of a

beautiful hotel/luxury. I really

want to come inside and "wish

outloud".

A young man about my age hears me

and tells me "You want to go inside

for the night?" I nod- not really

understanding he will bring me

inside.

We enter the hotel and go in the

same room (no sex, this isn't a "transaction", more like a gift).

We go check out and the door

is left open. (I will be back

shortly, so no need to close or

take the key) Everyone already left

to go eat breakfast. (For some reason many little alice in wonderland-ish creatures have appeared and they are quite intrusive. They were trying to "peek" at us)

We come back and people are shocked

I left the door open:
"people might have stolen our things! Don't you know people do that here?"

Nothing has been stolen but all of

a sudden things turn "gloomy" when we leave.
We take the subway home. The young man is still by my side.

People/creatures are trying to rob us, then

chase us, and finally try to kill

us.
I manage to run away and defend myself, escaping the

main "enemy".
I don't know where the man left, he

also escaped I believe, but we

weren't together. (We will look for

each other- it's not an adieu)










overall feeling when I wake up:
Very very "loving/loved" feeling. I

am longing for that person and all

the struggles seem like nothing

compared to the happiness we shared

at that instant-it was more than

worth it.

[Tony Crisp]

Muwami – The dream is, I believe, one of a series where you are learning to feel and know love more deeply. The hotel I see as a break from your normal everyday experience.

The young man is the male side of you that you will eventually merge with to find love that you can experience and give to others. See http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/archetype-of-the-animus-jungs-view-of-the-male-in-the-female/

You leave the door open because the sort of love you feel is not seen as something to be hidden. Bt here the interesting thing occurs. The Alice type creatures are aspects of the unconscious, because you are obviously making what was unknown and unconscious into the known and lived. That is why you then go into the subway – the lower levels of your awareness. And there you meet thieves and killers.

They are the things in you that have in the past tried to steal love and to kill it – and of course anyone who lacks love will try to steal it from you or try to kill it through poisonous things they spread about you. People act out love with empty rituals and think it is love, but of course it isn’t and they know it.

It is not an adieu.

Tony