Dear Tony,
Your advice needed please!
"Zee is sitting on a circular, three-legged, white stool beside a single bed. Sitting on the single bed are two young girls. One is darker than the other. I walk into this room and go plonk myself on the bed between the two girls. The dark girl on the right hand side,closer to Zee, is informing him about her plans of the future. Which if I remember correctly have something to do with leaving her job and getting settled down with him. He answers back, that these are not his plans or that he is gay. Now even in this dream I am thinking that this girl has assumed too much.
Anyway, at this point I cringe at witnessing this, and I want to get up and leave the room. As I am about to get up, the dark girl starts crying, having her heart broken by Zee's response. Surprisingly, as I get up instead of leaving the room, I head towards the girl and embrace her. As I take her into my arms, I feel her crying is deep, and she is emaciated. I am almost holding a skeleton. Her clothes are loose on her, and her trousers almost slip down, which I pull up. At the same time, Zee (who is sitting behind me) pulls down the corner of my shirt which has risen up on my butts. I realize that I don’t want others to see her crying so I take her to another room, and I still hold her in my embrace. The other fairer, healthier girl was left behind sitting on the singe bed."
Zee is a dear male friend. He is gay. But over the years his body language had been very confusing. I thought he had been interested and for sometime had been without a guy. Then one day, I got to know that he got back together with a guy who had earlier betrayed him. I confessed my feelings to him, and I was scolded in return. I feel deep hurt sometimes, but most of the days, I have taken it well. I vacillate between whether I should remain friends with him or break all ties! Am I not accepting the fact that I am deeply hurt?
Your interpretation would help me back on the right track!
Best regards
Romanov