Hello again, again,
the thing about this dream is in a way telling me things I perhaps can interpret myself. The guy, we don't meet or talk perhaps only once a year for some minutes, but we happened to have a god chat about a year ago for some days. I had the day before the dream, got a letter with participants for a meeting I was going to, his name was there.
In real life shame is what I surround my feelings with all day, because of my recent divorce. I meet another guy, and to have a partner that quick make the shamefeeling really huge, it is in a way enough with the divorce itself. I know I don't need to feel ashamed, it is just the feeling I have. The guy I meet is special, I like him, we're trying that is all, and there had been an arguing between us the day before the dream.
So the dream. I think it was telling me that with that kind of guy I would not feel ashamed among my friends etc, we are more the same kind of persons, he fits into what I feel, perhaps proud of, for my parents and friends. I think it was an example to show me how to have a relationship and not feel ashamed also. He does not live close so the start of a relationship would be easy to make discrete. Then the really narrow road could be that I think a future with him will be really not mainstream according to our similar evaluations, and I will like the "landscape".
I don't let this dream lead me, I like it though, and I would like to meet the guy. He did not come to the meeting. I don't even know if he is single so I don't make big thing of it. And I don´t like that I would feel better with another type of guy, I don´t want that? I want to feel good with the one I have, at least first. But the dream could have told me I have lost the feelings I need for a relationsship with him. So I go on to my struggle to trust and know what my feelings mean, I just have to learn to interpret them, also outside my dreams, he he.
This dream makes me of course curious about future...and gives me a bit to talk about with the guy I meet...
So that's what I think the dream meant and gave me, but I am still confused over the visiting of the old people on the upper floor and especially the TV-program, why did it concern everyone? And how narrow and weak anyway of stone, can a road be, what can that tell in a dream?
And also, yea it was a pretty good day for relationship