Inner Life

I used to think I was like a ‘brick shit house’, without feelings. Then, out of desperation because of the misery I was leaving in my choldren, I found the key to an amazing door. The door was opened partly through dreams, and largely by learning to be nothing and letting Life show me the way. What I found, what I have called the Inner Life, was like ‘What happened in Mexico. It picked me up and shook me. It threw me on the ground and made love to me. Then it left me alone and I cried like a child.’ It was everything, always new, always unexpected and wonderful.

Helping my Dead Grandma

Having had that experience and not knowing that my Granny had died gave me assurance that it was more than just a dream. She had visited me in that liminal state to say her last goodbyes. It was in that farewell too, that I felt we had made a deeper connection than we were ever able to do together i...More

Golden Wolf

An excerpt from House of the Ancestors - Within a couple of weeks I experienced a dream which shows the level of my involvement with Dakota. In the dream I was in a hospital ward holding a beautiful child born to Dakota and me. Instead of hair it had downy feathers on its head, and even in the drea...More

Big Bang and God are the Same

My consciousness was lifted up, causing me to feel as if my awareness also spread over the immensity of time, and from this condition I was shown the beginning of things. I cannot say I saw […]...More

Dreaming of Myself

The ‘forces of evil’ were assaulting us. These had no particular form, but seemed very real and capable of physical damage, and overall had the stereotyped imagery of gremlins and soul sucking creatures. I was trying to hold back the attack; Jessica was slightly behind me to my left. I was usin...More

Translation of Biblical Serpent

Taken from The Unknown God by F. J. Mayers The basis of the Hebrew language is the “sound” and the sign” values attaching to the alphabetic letters. These are most carefully selected and logically graded […]...More

Breaking through to the Psychic and Spiritual

In January of 1972, two friends, Mike Tanner, Sheila Johns, and myself formed an experimental group. With ourselves as the subjects we wanted to research into the probability of the dream process breaking through into […]...More

Secret of Time and Satan

By Edward Carpenter Is there one in all the world who does not desire to be divinely beautiful? To have the most perfect body-unerring skill, strength-limpid clearness of mind, as of the sunlight over the […]...More

This Is The Time Of The Quickening

There is no sin you are guilty of that you need grovel to a god who judges and condemns. Mistakes there may be, even a multitude of them. Such mistakes may have been those you made in the way you lived or treated others. Even your ancestors, whose lives helped form your body, may have left you a her...More

Dances With Wolves

In previous generations, and in most older cultures, a great deal of folklore surrounded animals in their relationship with humans. The unusual behaviour of black birds such as crows, that often feed on dead carcasses, was thought to be a sign of someone’s death. The American Indian peoples often...More

Coincidence or Synchronicity

We all take part in creating the world. This creativity or devastation arises out of our attitudes, our emotions, our love or anger. Lynton K. Caldwell, in the book Environmental Science, writes, ‘The environmental crisis is an outward manifestation of a crisis of mind and spirit. There could be n...More

The Life Plan

The Beginning of a Series Tony Crisp Considering that we are a very young culture, and that in recent years our science has been seen to have been preceded in its understanding by ancient cultures, we can […]...More

Enlightenment

The Next Step in Evolution Enlightenment is a process of personal growth that is possible for many today. Just as humans started their journey as an animal with no speech and no rational mind, and […]...More

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