Snake
Snakes in dreams often represent the energy keeping us alive at a basic level. But we can express this energy in many ways such as kindness, love, anger, killing things, creativity and so on. See Levels of the Brain and Dreams – Snake Dreams
Example: Dreamt that a snake – a huge python – had raised me. I had the sense that it had cradled me in its coils when I was a baby, and that it had taught me without words how to survive. This was a sort of jungle/life wisdom.
It is usually depicting the fight or flight instinct. It is also an image connected with the force, purpose or energy behind that power of growth and unfolding. It is the force of life, the latent energy or potential within us, particularly the primal urge to survive. It leads us both to growth and death, along with the passionate emotions and urges that drive us so powerfully. The ancient civilisation of the South Americas, saw the snake as a messenger of the gods. And it can be if we relate to it well, because it represents the force of Life in us – surely worth listening to!
The snake can bite you, and its venom may flow throughout your being and kill you. Most of us are very frightened of this. The reason being that the venom will certainly cause death- it does this by the power of growth, which will be the death of your old self as you outgrow it. It replaces the old personal interests and fears with a self that is part of the one great life. So the fear of the snake is not because its venom is deadly, but because it transforms. It turns you into a being who is part of the whole. It robs one of the artificial walls placed between self and the collective pool of life consciousness.
Moses saw the energy of this inner snake in the form of the burning bush. During the exodus the Israelite’s lost faith and were smitten by fiery serpents, so God told Moses, “Make thee a serpent, and set it upon a pole: and it shall come to pass, that everyone that is bitten, when he looketh upon it, shall live. And Moses made a serpent of brass, and put it on a pole, and it came to pass, that if a fiery serpent had bitten any man, when he beheld the serpent of brass, he lived” An apt description of the healing qualities of the awakened snake energy. Some of the Israelite’s even began to worship this symbol, and the practice of worshipping the brazen serpent on the pole as a god was either passed on, or was revived later. Bronze and stone serpent artifacts have been found in excavations in Canaan, Gezer and other parts of Israel!
That energy, like electricity in a house, can be heat, power, sound or vision, and lies behind all our functions. So in some dreams the snake represents our sexuality; in others the rising of that energy up our body to express as digestion – the intestinal snake – or as the creative or poisonous energy of our emotions and thoughts, even disease. In the throat it becomes the destructive or constructive speech and language – expressed or repressed feelings and speech. In the head it becomes thinking, perception and higher cognition.
The ancient civilisation of the South Americas, saw the snake as a messenger of the gods. And it can be if we relate to it well, because it represents the force of Life in us – is surely worth listening to!
The snake can represent many different things, but usually the energy that expresses as our life processes. If we think of a person’s life from conception to death, we see a flowing moving event, similar in many ways to the speeded-up films of a seed growing into a plant, flowering and dying. The snake depicts the force, purpose or energy behind that movement. It is the force of life, the latent energy or potential within us – that leads us both to growth and death, along with the passionate emotions and urges that drive us so powerfully
In the destructive aspect the snake represents the poisonous thoughts and emotions that can destroy you; the awful things we do to ourselves, to Life in us. We tend to depict this facet of the snake as biting or attacking us, even though we have ourselves given rise to such poisonous emotions as hate and guilt. Because our thinking and emotions are an expression of our life energy, you are capable of directing the creative force of life toward self destruction. As an example of this, a dreamer exploring her snake dream saw that it represented her flight or fight instincts. This linked with her aggressive and protective feelings in connection with the way men had acted with her. The problem was that the snake was in a poisonous, strangling and killing mode. This, she realised, showed how she had withheld, strangled, her anger about what had happened, and that anger was turned inward, poisoning or strangling her flow of full life.
The opposite is also true. The power of life and death can be directed creatively. Then the snake is seen in its healing role in dreams, and in ancient times was shown in the form of the staff with two snakes coiling up it – caduceus – still used today as a symbol of the medical profession. See: Energy Sex and Dreams
Example: Dreamt I was on the side of a very steep hill. So steep I could only just hold on. It was very rounded and grassy. I was near the top clinging to the grass. There seemed to be many snakes, lizards about. Occasionally one would leap at me and bounce of my coat. I took care to keep my hands covered. There was a woman, who seemed to be something like a secretary, who was advising me. I was then in a wood. There seemed to be a lot of apprehension and fear. Some robbers had stolen my pony. The fear went when I realised that there was no need to walk through a swampy area of the wood. Only the robbers, or rough types knew the way through. I turned to the right out of the wood.
In exploring his dream this is what he received – The dream shows you bringing your love to the crown. The dream was the way of sorting out your problems over sinking or rising. You can reach the highest either way. Sinking is the way of letting go. This was represented by the swamp. The way of bringing love to the crown is the way of rising. The hill represents your present situation. The clinging means you try too hard. There is no need to bring so much effort. The snakes represents your lower powers trying to break into consciousness. These must be directed to the crown. These are the forces which help you break through. They stimulate you to rise. The woman is love giving you advice. Love will direct your efforts. The part where you walk through the wood means you look for life through delving within. The swamp is swamping my consciousness. Your consciousness must live, not drown, in the deep waters of life. This can be achieved only by bringing unification to those urges seen as the brigands. These and the snakes are much the same. Your soul must live without division. When the soul brings union within itself, so it achieved union in the whole. This way is a way of love.
It doesn’t matter that your dream snake bites you – after all it is an aspect of you, and the only poison you will meet is the poisonous emotions you have been injecting into yourself – and they need to be felt to clear them out. See Our Reptilian Brain
The snake can shed its skin, and so symbolises self transcendence, rebirth.
The alchemists put a gold crown on its head, symbolising expanded or spiritual consciousness arising from the same energy as sexuality. Often a diadem, gem, or light is at its brow symbolising the possibility of expanded consciousness, or awareness of the eternal nature, and life in eternity. Christ is sometimes depicted as a crucified serpent, suggesting the mystery of Life nailed to physical awareness of the senses. See: Reptile.
Example: I just woke up from a bad dream. I saw that I was in a car without a driver and I was sitting on a snake which I could not see but only slightly feel under me. I was afraid that the snake might bite me because of the bumps during the car drive. And then it does bite me. It was painless but I felt blood oozing out of my tummy. Then suddenly I saw a stranger in the driver’s seat who was a lady whom I don’t know. And I am just praying her to drive me to the hospital and she refuses to drive. I was spooked big time and I am on the internet now. Came across your website. I hope I can find an answer. Please help me.
The snake is your dream snake and should not be confuse with an actual snake. It is your basic energy, like electricity in your house, and as such can be expressed in any number of ways. This links with the car, another form of energy, expressed as a way of getting where you want. But the snake energy you are sitting on, not knowing how to direct it, yet you can feel it wriggling at the base of your trunk. You are scared of what this energy will express as if you allow it, but sitting on it is not good, because your thoughts and feelings, your imagination are the way we direct this energy. And what did you do, you felt fear it would bite you, and that is where you directed it. Fortunately you were not scared enough to direct it to inject you with the poison of your own fear. But it did cause an energy leak that you realised you needed help with.
The Hebrew word for the serpent in the Garden of Eden is Nahash. And to be understood we have to understand that Hebrew is a sign language, one that each letter of the alphabet had a particular meaning. And there is no indication in the ancient Hebrew that this was a snake. It has been translated as snake because the original meaning was lost. It can be seen as a divine force that expressed in seven levels or ways – so much like the ancient symbol as it was understood by older cultures. For full explanation see Hebrew Translation. |
Example: A dream told me by a woman I met in Mexico. She said that she dreamt a large snake was crawling up the bed and then bit her on her left breast. She said she then tried to suck out the poison.In the destructive aspect the snake represents the poisonous thoughts and emotions that can destroy us. We tend to depict this snake biting or attacking us, even though we have ourselves given rise to such poisonous emotions as hate and guilt. Because our life energy flows into thinking and emotions, we are in this way directing the creative force of life. Directing it negatively has the power to bring illness and death, for we are dealing with the power of life and death itself.
I asked her to explore the dream by imaging herself as the snake, feeling it biting her. The result was that a story unfolded. She had felt, rightly or wrongly, that her husband had been unfaithful, and she had felt bitter and revengeful. But instead of expressing those feelings they had turned inwards and poisoned her, leaving her depressed. So the snake was an image of her poison biting her and poisoning her life. So do not be afraid of a snake biting you. It is not dangerous. The dangerous part is avoiding the bite, because the poison stays in you unmet.
The opposite is also true. The power of life and death can be directed creatively. Then the snake is seen in its healing role in dreams, and in ancient times was shown in the form of the staff with two snakes coiling up it – caduceus – still used today as a symbol of the medical profession.
Example: ‘A small snake about a foot long had dropped down my shirt neck. I could feel it on the left side of my neck. Fearing it was poisonous and might bite me I moved very slowly. At one point I put my head on the ground, hoping the snake would wish to crawl away. It did not. Then I was near an elephant I loved, and hoped it would remove the snake. It did not. Even as I slept I felt the snake was an expression of the attitude of not sharing myself with anybody except family.’ David T.
For months prior to the above dream David had experienced a great deal of neck pain. After discussing the dream with his wife, and realising much of his thinking and feeling was in-turned, the pain disappeared. So the snake was both ‘poisoner’ and ‘healer’ representing the power of David’s negative and introverted emotions and thoughts on his body. This may be why snakes are used as a symbol of the medical profession.
Example: ‘I was in a huge cathedral, the mother church. I wanted to go to the toilet/gents. As I held my penis to urinate it became a snake and reached down to the urinal to drink. It was thirsty. I struggled with it, pulling it away from the unclean liquid. Still holding it I walked to a basin and gave it pure water to drink.’ Bill A.
Here the connection between snake and sexuality is obvious. But the snake is not just Bill’s penis. It is the direction his sexual urges take him that he is struggling with. Out of his sense of love and connection with Life – the cathedral – he wants to lift his drive toward something that will not leave him with a sense of uncleanness. In this sense a snake might be something one wrestled with, depicting the wrestle one has with inner drives and hungers, especially sexuality or anger. The Mother Church was a form of initiation into a much wider view of spiritual beliefs. It came about because his sexual drive was directed more upwards rather than out of his genitals.
Example: “Tony taught me a process in which a dream could be interpreted and understood by assuming that everything, people and objects alike, in a dream represented aspects of the Self. Sitting cross-legged on the squishy, old-fashioned sofa in the living room of my sadhu’s cave opposite Tony, I’d close my eyes and mentally return to a dream I had the previous night.
So if I dreamt about a tree, I would ‘become’ the tree, assume its personality and respond from its viewpoint. He’d ask ‘So what kind of tree are you? Are you big or small, old or young? What do you look like? Where are you growing? Why are you in Tiziana’s dream?’ This sounded like a silly exercise at first, but I was soon enough convinced of its validity.
Other dreams taught me about my psychological and emotional processes, such as in one dream, in which I was in a dark forest with a female friend. We hid behind a felled tree. From our path towards the left, we saw a big black snake approaching. It was absolutely enormous and had no head. We were exhilarated and scared. Next, a badger walked past. Then, to our wonder, a gang of wolves came by. In my consequent interpretation I saw that the headless snake stood for `my sexuality and my often ‘headless’, raw desires. The badger signified my illusions that needed to be ‘killed’ and transformed by the pack of wolves, who represented my growth and evolution. Although painful, my intuition – symbolized by the female friend – knew that I had to go through the fear and ‘be killed’ in order to grow.
Overall, together with the practice of LifeStream the dream work helped me to retrieve and untangle many clues and memories that were buried deep in my unconscious.” See Life’s Little Secrets
The Africans believed the dream of a snake round the leg signified slavery, while the dream of a dragon round the body is a symbol of bondage in Artemidorus.
A crowned or light encircled snake: When our blind impulses our instinctive or unconscious urges and functions are in some measure integrated with our conscious will and insight, this is seen as the crowned snake or even winged snake. It shows real self awareness and maturity.
Unfortunately, as Jung points out in Man and His Symbols, people in modern society, whether black, yellow, brown or white, have lost their sense of nature and the cosmos as being anything other than processes without consciousness or living feeling. Jung says, ‘No river contains a spirit, no tree is the life principle of a man, no snake the embodiment of wisdom…No voice now speaks to man from stones, plants, and animals, nor does he speak to them believing they can hear.’
Black King Cobra: The king title shows the important role the snake will have in the life of the dreamer. That it is black indicates that it is only just becoming a part of their conscious life.
In coils of snake: Feeling bound in the blind impulses or habitual drives and feeling responses. Instincts and habits can be redirected, as illustrated by Hercules labours.
Sitting on snake: Mastery of the instinctive nature and transformation and the making conscious of the wisdom and power resident in the unconscious.
Snake biting you: Unconscious worries about our health, frustrated sexual impulse, our emotions turned against ourselves as when internalised aggression poisons us causing very real illness, so may be shown as the biting snake. It may also suggest an influence in ones life – the venom – that takes away ones identity and perhaps opens one to a life beyond self, the spirit.
Example: I realised as I explored my dream of being bitten by the snake I had thought about this a lot already and that losing ones identity meant in this case not being tied to ones family so rigidly, no longer relating to people as if from a single fixed gender, also there is the possibility of getting insight into the person you are meeting more fully, because the artificial barriers of gender, family ties, nationality and creed have been dropped. These barriers prevent us from actually knowing each other very fully in everyday life, and are operative in most of us without our realising it.
As I think about this I wonder whether this is part of the way we create identity. It appears to be made from many sources. For instance the family physical – DNA – inheritance plays a very great part, as does the information of behaviour repertoire handed to us when young. The cultural patterning given with language shapes our mind, and the chemical importance is also being seen lately. All of these produce the person we call I. Yet the ‘I’ is capable of being radically shifted, simply by taking a drug or medicine. This often reshapes the way we see ourselves, so an evolution in the process of identity building has occurred. Identity in the end is not a set of beliefs or behaviours. The I is not limited to these. See Programmed
So as I faced this part of the session I wondered what I would be saying goodbye to if I allowed myself to be bitten by the serpent and its poison transform me. I felt that although I would lose my old connection with my family I would bring them a lot more than in the past because my being would itself be much larger and connected. I saw this as if I were living in a courtyard, and that courtyard was my family life, my work life, and was made up of my sympathetic connections with my children and the powerful bonds that led me to favour them over others. If these bonds dissolved they would no longer be favoured above others out of the same powerful ties. The ties would dissolve, but of course they would still be people I had a lot of connections with because of friendship and common goals, etc. So I would relate to them out of something other than family feelings. We would be drawn together or pushed apart out of the same influences that attracted or repulsed in general.
I felt then that I did want to be bitten by the snake. I trusted the larger life. I want my life to have connections with it and my actions to flow out of these wider connections.
At one point it was like being shown something. On my computer I have a small program to do my accounts on. I take a lot of time putting information into this program to keep my accounts straight. It was as if the wider life said to me, “You don’t need to all the time look after your own affairs in this individual way. There is a wider life in which the ‘accounts’ program is built-in. Every action you do, every interaction is recorded automatically, and so you no longer need a personal piece of software”.
Snake biting others: Biting remarks; a poisonous tongue; emotional energy turned against oneself or someone else.
Snake coiling up tree, pole, cross: The blind instinctive forces of life emerging into conscious experience – in other words the essence of human experience with its involvement in pain, pleasure, time and eternity; the process of personal growth or evolution; healing because personal growth often moves us beyond old attitudes or situations that led to inner tension or even sickness.
Snake coiled around you crushing you: The way you are caught up and constricted in your own or other peoples emotions. Being crushed by emotions, fears; struggling with powerful emotions and urges.
Snake Colours – Green: Our internal life process directed – perhaps through satisfied feelings, love and creativity – into a healing process or one that leads to our personal growth and positive change. White: Eternal aspect of our life process, or becoming conscious of it. Blue: Religious feelings or coldness in relations.
Snake in connection with any hole: Sexual relatedness.
Snake in the grass: Sense or intuition of talk behind your back; danger; sneakiness.
Example: I dreamt I was outdoors walking through open ground, maybe at times gardens. I was with others – not sure who, and we frequently came across large snakes which we reacted to as if they were venomous. Then I came across a lot of them and they swarmed onto me. I froze, terrified that if I made a move I would be fatally bitten. But they just swarmed over my body and got under my clothes without harming me. Gradually I relaxed and slowly began to move about with the snakes still on me. They started to feel like a built in defense system which would attack anyone who was aggressive to me. At one point several large and aggressive dogs walked past me. They turned as if thinking about attacking, then appeared to sense the snakes and ran off cowed. As time passed the snakes felt like part of my body.
Snake with tail in its mouth: Sense of the circle of life – birth, growth, reproduction, ageing, death, rebirth; the eternal.
Useful questions and hints:
What is happening with my dream snake, and what is the significance to me personally?
What does this indicate about the way I am direction my life energy?
Is this depicting my life energy expressing some positive potential or healing
Comments
I was hunting today and while observing some tracks a deer had left a snake appeared out of nowhere. I touched it with my gun and it coiled up and was ready to bite. I went to kill the snake because i thought it was a literal snake and had just come out of the ground somehow or something but when i got ready to kill the snake it disappereared before my eyes into thin air. What is the meaning of this vison?
My dream was of tending to a garden and looking at what I thought were four worms. I picked them up but then realized that they were poisonous baby snakes. Before I could drop them, one had lightly bitten me on the index finger. I panicked and had friends drive me to the hospital. At the hospital, the venom had coagulated to the shape of a dark red heart in my palm. I knew I would be fine.
Found this sit and thought nothing is wrong if I try asking.
Last night I dreamt that I was outside and trees are everywhere. The place seems to be just outside our house. The I saw a green viper curled in one of the trunks of the tree near me and another red colored boa/phyton lying stretched out on a trunk just below it. I felt fear and worry that my guardian/grandmother (my mother’s aunt) wouldn’t be able to notice and that she might be attacked, I asked for help and then pops a bunch of strangers trying to get rid of those snakes. Only leaves fell of and then I was awakened. I wonder what this means? Please help.
I had a very wierd but interesting dream. I was sitting with what seemed to be someone I knew. A snake sat at a door in front of us. Just sat there with his head up looking. The person closed the door/window. Another man apperead and was speaking through the door to the snake. The person I was with was scared but I watched while thinking of a way out. The man opened the door and I ran upa tree…then my dream skips and I had a snake skin attached in my arm… it was as if it bit My arm and i had its Stomach part attached inside my arm and out side my arm its skin hung…almost like the snake tied a bow around my arm. Everytime I tried to take it out it tugged the inside of my arm. The paramedics were outside helping someone so I ran to him. I asked him to help take it out. When i pulledon it to show him how its stuck i chocked on it in my mouth. When I went to take it out it felt like those emergency room bracelets and it wen back down. The man looked at somebody i suppose i knew..he said I can’t take it out we have to cut off her arm… i woke up and looked up snake dream meanings. The weird thing was I was not scared or anything I just acted as if it was normal .
Ann – The snake is a part of you, that is why the dreams is the way it is. Have you not read – http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/brain-levels-and-dreams/#reptilebrain which explains how we have a part of our brain inherited from reptiles?
Tony
Sir Tony Crisp, I’d be forever greatful to you if you help me understand my dream, that is as follows:
My sister and I was running around our farm (we don’t have any farm, though) because we were to cultivate something in some time along with my parents. I heard my mother’s voice warning that there are snakes in the farm. As I turned back I saw a few snakes. Then my sister and I, both runned back to get along our parents. Honestly, I wasn’t really scared as far as I can remember. I then saw my mother struggeling with a snake, a GREEN snake. It didn’t bit her as she was holding that snake by its head. Though, just that it doesn’t hurt my mother I tried to take it from her. Again, I was not at all scared of it and just when I tried to take it from my mother, it bit me on my left hand. well strangely, it did not hurt me at all but I could see blood pouring out. It was then my father who handled that snake. I did not see that snake then, untill I was cured. Strangely again, I was not feeling any pain, neither I was worried though I was aware that I might die; I was behaving as if nothing has happend to me and was just going with my parents in search for a sage who would cure me (In India, we believe that sage heels better than a doctor does if snake bites). We managed to search for a sage, who chanted mantras and we could see the poison ejecting out along with blood. After the poison was completely given off, I remember, the snake was dead, it’s head was cut; and, my father and I was trying to take the poision out of that deat snake and was trying search for fangs so that we could cut them off.
I had a dream that I was in a pool with transparent snakes, as I hurried to get out, I felt them stinging my feet. Once out, I grabbed a medium sized one afraid to get bit, I squeezed it as hard as I could looked it in the eyes and threw it out the door. I am not a fan of snakes, in fact, they are one of my fears in life! First time I ever had a dream of a clear snake where I could see the skeleton and am curious what it could all mean….
I had a dream last night that a dull colored, yellow snake I was holding (happily I might add), suddenly stuck it’s tongue out, licked me, then shoved it’s bright orange tongue down my throat and tried to slither into my mouth and down my throat. I grabbed it just as it’s head got in, and pulled it out, then woke up.
Immediately, I was terrified and prayed to Archangel Michael for protection. I also felt instant relief.
What could the dream mean?
I had a dream that my boyfriend and i were in an abandoned house. trying to loom for something. i don’t remember what. we kept seeing copperhead and cotton mouths (common snakes where we live) and they would sliver up my clothes but if i looked at them they would turn belly up.eventually one was on my shoulder and i didn’t see it in time and nit me on the left side of my neck. i pushed to keep moving through this house. then i started feeling a warm tinglely sensation slowly creep up mh body. and i woke up startled.
Help! This has happened more than once!
I always dream about snakes. Sometimes in consecutive nights, but i killed them all. Last night i dream about 2 snakes. Me, boyfriend and my cousin were in the forest. Me and cousin saw a large snake but it just passed by us and i warn my boyfriend about the snake. Then i saw another one coming and was going to attack me. But i killed it. J cut the head and crushed it and his body.
Mow – I see you are mixing up the outer snake which might be dangerous, with the inner snake that is not dangerous but is part of your abilities. See http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/brain-levels-and-dreams/#reptilebrain
Nothing can hurt you in your dreams, so why be such a killer? You are not facing your fears, because that is what your dream shows. See http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/questions-2/#Summing – http://dreamhawk.com/inner-life/inner-world/
Tony
Today morning I saw bad dream, I saw a black long snake was coming towards me and he was trying to attack me and suddenly my aunt killed him by something.
I often see black snake either tries to attack me or dead or someone kills them.
last night I dreamt that I pulled a snake from my forehead. when I first realized it was there, it was through a small portal/pore and I had to struggle a bit to pull it out. a close friend of mine witnessed/or maybe helped me pull it out. it fell to the ground paused to be seen and then slivered away. not in fear just in a way like it was being a snake. I believe the snake was black and gold/yellow…do you have a reading or guidance about this message?
I had a dream last night that I was speaking with my uncle. While we were speaking he started playing with a lime green-white-bellied python/boa. Although I am grossed out by snakes I knew the snake was non-venomous. He doesn’t own a pet in real life, but in the dream this snake was his pet. It first gummed his bottom lip and chin. Then he let the small snake go completely into his mouth. The snake kinda balled up in his mouth and that’s when I woke up. Very strange dream but I had a strange feeling like it meant something.
Last night i dreamt of a really big snake strangling my dog on my front lawn so I ran in the house. I had trouble getting a knife and just before I got to him I woke with the feeling I didn’t make it in time
Rose – A dreamt of snake is your own instinctive self. Your emotions can cause pain, illness and suicide, and so they are often shown in a dream as a snake attacking you or something you are attached to. See http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/brain-levels-and-dreams/ also http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/questions-2/#Summing
Tony
i keep dreaming of a very large orange snake and when I gets to me it has a dogs head so I then start to stroke its head and then wake up very hot and sweaty
Last night I had a very vivid dream involving snakes. First, I looked in the mirror at my throat and saw maggots in my tonsils. I started freaking out and pulling them out and saw one seem to morph into a leach and suck on my finger. I looked into the mirror again and saw what looked like the shape of a worm begin to morph out of my throat. It kept growing and eventually burst through the skin. . It kept growing and turned into three thick and energetic/squirmy/ hissing black and green snakes. It felt like they went through the back of my neck a little and I found it hard to control my head or fully articulate speech. I found myself in a drugstore and remember asking for help from my mom but she was occupied or couldn’t hear. Nothing hurt and I remember getting a burst of energy, grabbing a knife, and painlessly cutting them out. Everything healed and I woke up feeling energized and good, but like a little more perspective on what that might have meant could be very useful in framing it in my life. If you have any thoughts you are willing and able to offer that would be much appreciated!!
Thank you
Shane – A very important dream.
I believe it shows that your relationship with your mother – or at least your feelings about her influence in your life – has stopped you being able to really say or express yourself well. In fact it shows you repressing your feelings to the point where they could cause an illness in your throat.
You say you painlessly cut out the influence leaving me wondering how you actually cut your mothers influence out of you so successfully. Have you now been able to express what was causing the tension in your neck? If not read http://dreamhawk.com/approaches-to-being/lifes-little-secrets/
Tony