Spy Spying

Suspicion; underhandedness; secrecy; something you could be in trouble about if you were found out.

I could also suggest someone or a trait in you that wants to find out things that other people do not want you to find out. A way of acting normal while living a life of deception, or of trying to find vital information. Look at the context to see what else is suggested. See http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/context/